Words are flying out like endless rain into a paper cup

[captwastedface]

Rain always weirds me out when it's around Christmas.

I wish I could remember where I put that lighter.
------------------------------------------------------------------------
I'm really excited for Xmas.
To play with the gift-i-figured-out-but-shouldn't-have.
But mostly to give drew his stuff.
I hope he likes it all : /
It's definitely gonna be weird

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You are in my mind everyday

[sandy_bandy]

1st of all, i love that song. second of all, i'm so happy for you and i know you 've been through alot and have gone through things you didn't deserve, but it got it you where you are today. it makes me happy to see you in the place you are now, then the place you used to be in. and don't feel old. everything you are experiencing is going to happen to all of us at some point. it's just a matter of when. plus i don't think being loved and in love or having a baby makes you old. just more experienced in life. at a young age. i admire you for how you are handling this. your attitude makes you mature not old. this is just part of growing up. remember though that growing up doesn't mean growing apart from those who love you. anyways, i'm to the point where i feel like i'm rambling so....i love you, i miss you, and know that i am happy for you and stand behind any of the choices you make in your life.

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Re: You are in my mind everyday

[captwastedface]

lovah.
i wish you were here so i could give you a giant hug.
ily.
and now that i'm crying i'm off to work lol.

Hugs via Internet

[sandy_bandy]

I didn't mean to make you cry :(
but i meant everything i said.
you are doing what makes you
happy.
and that's all that matters.
I'm wishing so hard right now
that i could just throw my
arms around you.

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