Almost 10 and I'm still in my pj's well ha ha something resembling pj's anyway. this morning has really started rough i mean seriously i have just been in this mood since after work yesterday. I'm feeling like a worthless piece of crap pretty much i have a wish list a mile long i hope to accomplish today to help out i guess i really wanna work ( Read more... )

so today i was talking to maria and she decided she wanted to see cali so we are making plans for 2 years out its awesome in 2012 we are going to cali. she already started savin. i love my sisters with all my heart. ive finally started openin up to my mom again recently dont know why it took me so long because i love and trust her with all my ( Read more... )

so i told my mom that i am considering a part time job as a phone sex operator and she said not to do it because people are nasty and she knew id make the right decision. i cant believe that after all the fuss i make about some people being strippers that she thinks i would really do that. i mean i might in a tough time but i have a job i might be ( Read more... )

i love me some derby babe. love love love love love. no idea what i wanna talk about. today my heads killing me when really it should be the rest of my body. derby practice was interesting. i lost a chunk of skin out of my hand... another chick broke her ankle it was crazy. i was interested how some of the team members were willing to risk her ( Read more... )

so pretty much life is crazy. i love it here in georgia but im not making enough money... my motivation will soon cure that. i love the impromptu trips to florida which is so much fun i love seeing new places and beaches and seeing how gorgeous things can be. i love being around allison and peyton, ummmm mike seems increasingly uncomfortable with ( Read more... )

omg reading this thing is like a blast from the past lol. i cant believe this site still works or that i remembered the crap to get in lmao. and oh wow the picture lol i remember loving that pic im such a dork. anyway. maybe ill start writing in here bc i know no one will read it.

oh shit its been forever for real... screw this crap

right now i have two choices.

1.   go to wright state. choose the cheaper school, stay clsoe to home because whether i like it or not i am a very domestic person. i like wright state... they have what i need and want. it should be a pice of cake right?

2.   LOVE IT AT BELLARMINE definetly the option i want right now but... i mean who really wants ( Read more... )

i have the desire to stop freeze and look around. I now live each day as a frantic worried person. I hate being alone. I flirt with almost every guy at work just to have something feel like it might happen, but there is only one I want to happen. And im pretty sure he hates that i talk to the others. work kills me. 2 days a week off and they ( Read more... )

travis' message today was amazing he did a great job of not shoving the money issue down my throat. Even though some of the stuff he said was rough he backed it up and had me completely agreeing and inmpressed with the time he took to organize a way to say these things to the congrgation. and i absolutely dislike that there always has to be a but ( Read more... )