Ok... so tomorrow is the big day!  I'm so scared!  I mean dont get me wrong... I'm SOOOOOO excited to be out on my own and have freedom and start a new life!  But the past 3 or 4 nights... I've had HUGE breakdowns!  Ask Matt ( Read more... )

Ok... so ever since we graduated and summer started... I'm SOOOOOO LOST and CONFUSED!  I dunno whats going on in ANYONES lives!

FILL ME IN!!!!!!!

Like Becca... who's this boy.... the one that broke your heart before?  I'm so confused!  Just please dont fall too easily like I did!  You have to watch those army boys that "SAY" they're "Letting you ( Read more... )

Yes I know!  I'm going to be "A band mom even if I dont have kids in band!"  I know I know!  LOL!  But to tell you the truth!  It was SOOOO sad and SOOOO hard to walk in there today and NOT stay to be a part of it!  I dunno what I'm gonna do!  I miss it soooo much already!  Just knowing pre-band camp is going on and I'm NOT a part of it is really ( Read more... )

Well... just wanted to let those of you who forgot know that yesterday was my birthday!

I'm 18 AND LEGAL NOW!!!

Hehe... and my boyfriend is pretty much AMAZING!  He got me a tank top I wanted from Aero, a PINK UCF hat, and UCF license plate cover, a UCF bumper sticker, a PINK Teddy Bear (I named her "Princess" *go figure hehe*), and BEST of all, ( Read more... )

Ok... so I'm a slacker! Its been FOREVER since I've updated! Only a month... but its still a long time! Matthew and I are doing GREAT! Today is his 18th birthday and our 13 months! Graduation finally happened... but it hasnt hit me yet! I think it will next week when I go to visit at pre-band camp and am not a part of it anymore! YES.... I'm ( Read more... )

Wow... I have to get on here soon and update... but for today... all that matters is...

HAPPY ONE YEAR TO THE BESTEST BOYFRIEND IN THE WORLD!  MY MATTHEW!!  ONE YEAR AGO TODAY... YOU CHANGED MY LIFE FOR-E-VER!  I LOVE YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH BABY!!!!!

Isn't it weird! I didnt even know her? I saw her that week and thought how pretty she was and I kinda wish I'd known her becuz I've heard such great things about her! But I never got the chance to ( Read more... )

Matthew left me a card in EVERY book for EVERY class I had that day! They were SOOO cute! Then... he went with me and my family to dinner at Outback! Then we came home and exchanged presents! Before dinner he gave me a dozen PINK ROSES, and the SWEETEST LOVE LETTER EVER, then he got me a BUILD A BEAR that said 'LOVE' on the shirt and a skirt ( Read more... )

Well... Dinner on Friday night with Me, Lauren, Matthew, and Kipper went AMAZINGLY well... if I must say so myself! Even if Matthew did guess that the only thing we made was salad and bread! LOL! Oh well! It was still the BEST Valentines Day ever ( Read more... )

Well... I'm really slacking on this thing... I really dunno who reads it though! Maybe no one does and I'm just wasting my effing time ( Read more... )