I know it has been a long time since posting here but in the 16 months since my last post, my life partially collapsed. I am starting to put things back together...slowly.

I am being put into a position that I frankly hate. I have to make a decision between my post-marriage happiness and my kids. I am being forced to make this decision due to actions taken by my ex, not directed at me but at my mom. Actions which at this point necessitate me finishing my paperwork and getting it submitted with in the next 2 weeks.

So this past Saturday (08/25/12) WE lost a member of our family. I say WE because he while not a relative of mine or yours, was a member of everyones family. Niel Armstrong passed away, his death is a great loss to humanity. He was the first member of our little and still insignificant species to leave this world and step foot on another ( Read more... )

Ok, so today I fire back in a war that I did not want or ask for. A war between my, soon to be, ex-wife, her worm ridden piece of dog shit, lover and myself. She is a whore, he is a hypocrit and while some would say I am a victim, others would say I am only playing a victim and are the cause of all this. I am neither, I was man, husband and ( Read more... )

Once my current batch of troubles are over, whenever that may be, I am thinking of a whole new begining. I do not know just how far I will go for that but I know I am going to need it after this trial. A friend of mine did it, and she seems much better for it.

UGH!!! Yesterday, really really sucked. It was the worst day I have had by-far-and-away since 03/16/2005. I am not really going to live through it again here just suffice to say that its effects will linger for a long long time.

I hate this time of year. The heat is unpleasant, the smell of people is foul, the brightness of the sun is nearly unbearable and everyones cheery mood. But for me it is more than that, for more than 20 years I have not liked summer, never sure why but I haven't. Yeah as a kid liked not having school for 3 months, but that really was it. Part of ( Read more... )

Ok, so while on my twice daily bus ride (to and from work) I see some interesting and unusual things. But this morning I saw something that really really begs the question "Why the Fu^% would you do this? I saw spinning rims on a Bentley. Yes a Bentley with spinners. The driver doesn't deserve the Bentley or the money they spent on it or for ( Read more... )

Ok so the ride last night home from work was interesting. When I got on the first bus it was largely empty except for 2 people, a lady at the back of the bus and an elderly gentleman toward the middle of the bus. After making 1 additional stop the lady at the back of the bus flipped out. She took off her Birkenstock sandle and started to beat ( Read more... )

So I haven't really posted much in the last few months, musing of my bus rides to and from work not with standing, and I want to muse about some cyberpunk related stuff ( Read more... )