i have a BOYfriend. officially, no less. it's finally mutual. neener neener neener.

man, this is wonderful.

no seriously this time.
i have a good feeling about this.
it might be a little rough at first, but it will smooth out after graduation. i knew from the begining this was a good idea. but i won't bore you with details... they just make me giddy any ways.

things are about to get really wonderful.

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LJ is dead. deader than people think punk is ( Read more... )

it's two am. and i JUST got settled. left work at around 1.30, did nearly everything. i feel like a badass for doing more than was "expected" of me, but i didn't get everything on a usual thursday night done. but this was no usual thursday night... i broke down five movies, and built one. YOU HEAR THAT? dealing with the creation and destruction of ( Read more... )

oh man. i dont really know why (yes i do, it was those boots) but my back and legs are killing me. we ended up getting out late at hottopic, and i drove to the bar where the derby party was. i felt kinda ick by then, and was hoping i wouldnt be able to find it. but there it was, right in plain sight, and something just felt... wrong. i got a little ( Read more... )

no one ever cares what i write here. hell, no one cares about what i write on myspace either. but whatever, i can't not write. er, type, rather. now if only i were half drunk on some brandy or red wine or something, then i'd be a "real" writer. so. my power cord got fried a while ago, so i havent been able to care. it took them a week and three ( Read more... )

maybe if i didnt feel like such an outsider in one of my last safest places, i'd be more enthusiastic. my empire has been forcefully wrested from my grip; all that's left is a mirage of what used to be. i've never been on this side of the action before, and i don't fucking like it.

god i want to smoke so bad.

i've gotten to the point of being so hurt, so frustrated, so angry ( Read more... )