financial aid appointment. after i do the rest of the paperwork (stupid stuff proving we dont have any money) i will have a $4000 credit no matter what. if my mom calls this one place and gets denied for a loan (which has always been easy as pie) i get another $5000 in my account. maybe i'll leave that in my account to take summer classes or ( Read more... )

so i wrote him a great email, i figured he'd appreciate it. damn that myspace contraption that lets you see if someone's read your message to them. because he's read it... but he hasnt written back. i know sometimes you dont always have time to reply right away, but i'm also an extreme pessimist, so i'm off down the tangent that says he hates me, i ( Read more... )

go read my myspace journal. the one thing i'd like to add is this, my horoscope for today:

The sizzle you generate right now could fuel a power plant -- or two. It's so very exciting, especially when your flirty sense of style attracts attention from some very unexpected quarters.

twitterpated.

again.

he's so far from my idea of the perfect guy, and for some reason that just makes me like him more.

for the first time since sean, i can see this going somewhere. i dont cringe when i think about anything physical with him.

this could be really great.

has inspired me ( Read more... )

Great big changes are on the way; and they'll be the kind of changes that will help you to go after those life goals you've been mulling over. Put your seatback in its upright and locked position, and buckle up ( Read more... )

ok, please excuse the emo-ness and sucky-ness of the following poems, but when i get bummed out and spend 6 hours reading charles bukowski while hidden away upstairs at the theatre, i tend to crank out some of this stuff. i'm feeling a little better now, but i decided to post them, so dammit, i'm gonna do it ( Read more... )

so. it's the day before turkey day. this would probably all go in my regular journal, but i wont have time to write today, and i can type a whole hell of a lot faster. i felt like crap when i woke up, definately stressed out. things arent especially better right now, but i feel SUPER ( Read more... )

(insert many raised middle fingers) AAAARRRRHHHH! AHHHHHH! AHRG! FUCK YOU FUCK YOU ( Read more... )

"i like your underwear in your pic and the fact that if i look real hard i can see some sick tattoos as well. but mostly the underwear." [not from a stranger ( Read more... )