after about 120 hrs of consecutive studying its over. its done. its finished. i cant believe it. its amazing. im so tired so i dont believe it. it doesnt feel like its over, espically because of this poetry bullshit. but whatever its through. its almost too good to be true.

i've written poetry alot recently. im trying to understand how to write it i suppose. i still dont like it. i drove a lot recentally too. i found out the bad news this morning and it really scares me, just thinking that by this time next year he wont be here. im starting to understand the world less and less and this doesnt really help ( Read more... )

Seriously where is Chanukkah and Christmas. I need the holidays. I need a break. I had like a million break downs today because i can't deal with this anymore. Except it was actually 3, which is still a lot. This year sucks. I want to run away. I was just not gonna come in for a few days and then it occured to me that im like failing out of school ( Read more... )

paula: take another word for rock
paula: add the first letter of my best frends name
paula: then take a word that rhymes with craze
paula: add the last letter of my best guy frends name
paula: what do you get!
me: wait
me: what do you get for both
paula: STONED and BLAZED

I LOVE MEGAN BOOMBERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

happy 18th birthday Keats! (even though it was on friday) Your finally legal, or rather illegal, lol.

FIRSTS ( Read more... )

happy birthday gaby. i love you!!!!

dear paula ( Read more... )

liz reminded me of this wonderful comment which my future husband billie joe said last night to someone near me ( Read more... )