I want answers. I want someone to tell me what is going to happen in the future and that it will be okay ( Read more... )

So last night I got home and started writing some entry about this and that feeling quite depressed and lonely, and then I scrubbed the fucker out and went to bed. I'm awake, doing some work and just had this strange buzz of positivity run through me. This was after feeling even more depressed on the news that a friend of mine got engaged last ( Read more... )

Have developed some cold thing throughout the night. I think someone went down my throat with cheese grating device and made my nose go all fuzzy at the back. Still a great excuse not to go running and snugrug it up with a coffee and my pre-reads. Also great news got my postings and let's just say S'town ain't safe no more ( Read more... )

I fucking love Michael McIntyre, I want him. He might not be the finest looking beast on land, but I want him. I had tears of laughter streaming down my face, and was wishing I was front row so I had the chance to be picked on. My mum would be proud if he came home with me, he would be brilliant at family functions ( Read more... )

That was one hell of a day ( Read more... )

Today's a weird day

I'm so tired out I could fall asleep.

Nicola Marney - I've not forgotten. And typical I have a funeral to go to today.

Had an extrememly confusing night after seeing the amazing Bat for Lashes....that was a fabulous gig. Still confused, will probably be confused in months to come. Grr.

I need fat food

So Weds night was great seeing Ian....made me cry though after he had gone. So much to talk about, and some nice pressies. Has left me totally confused ( Read more... )

I'm still alive, but on less that an hours snooze I feel and look like a sack of shit ( Read more... )

Uniform fitting today, was fab. Couldn't resist a sneaky peak in the mirror everytime the fitter went to grab more stuff. Looked very strange in it all! The trousers are so sexy they ooze love as you walk....they are the worst things ever. Seriously who made the things!!! Itchy material, they come right up near my tits, and they bag around the ( Read more... )

So what the hell is going on with me ( Read more... )