so ya its been a wile i did somthing kinda crazzy the other day a a guy i ahve dated before imed me and i went to hang with him you know me and reseeing guysd i have dated eather i ignor him or i jsut go way to far in to stuff. ya so i never thought that stuff in my mind would ever happen. like for instance i was tlaking to one of my friends to ( Read more... )

...So here i am in Newmexico.... what can i say exsept for wow what have i got my self into hehe no its awsome here ! the people here are awesome! i just miss home and all the people there... i wonder what it would have been like if i stayed home... probably get my self in to more truble the i should ever get in to in a summer...by saying that u ( Read more... )

i want to be some one who never looks back and said why didnt i do that? lol so far i will never be one of those girls... lol wich could be a bad thing....i am so tyerd but yet i cant sleep. the ex called me to day.. i have never rote about on here but the one i would like to refer to as the ex i was with for so long.... we had a good talk... ( Read more... )

wow a lot has happend sence i rote in last ... ya boy never called .. i guess the same old story for me ..a guy i wance new and cared for .. i cant even talk to ... or look at him ... i got that job in new mexico.. i leave the day i get back from new york... its a hole 9 hours aways... 9 hours away form family away form kris.. away from here.. i ( Read more... )

hey i forgot somthing i had the enter view today.. for the camp.... i think i have a good chance of getting that job... but new mexico is a long ways away.. away frome everyone i know.... but i guess its time i grow up and do this its going to be all summer... wow.. but anyways if its Gods will i am going. the enterview was over the phone.. so its ( Read more... )

ok so there were me and kris going down 39th like we do every saterday night lol and here comes this red fire bird and with some encradable hot guys in it ... ok so they like slow down to tlak to us and ask if wer cold and kris says no and then so we speed up and talk to them more and they tell us we are hot and then the car goes to the other side ( Read more... )

saying ur in love is like saying forever I want to hold this person... can you ever really be in love ? My anser to that is yes, yes to everything in life i have almost been threw everything i could go threw i want to go threw more, but forever with one person ... i am not sure if that is for me. There always has been this thing inside of me that ( Read more... )

yup thats right i am back n action hmmmm what do i mean by that well if u knew me you know what i am talking about.!!!!!!! its been a long time sence i have been ok with just being by my self ... ya know l;ike no guy around ... well now its ok .. i kinda like it for now ... so ya i think i am going to this camp for the summer wow ya i know its in ( Read more... )

everyday i sit here with something to do some times with out much to do ... i ahve friends... i have family... i have God what else could i ask for... i am not asking for it ... i jsut wnat it... a nice guy... like the one i had for just a lil wile... one that knows how i think and feel... and knows just what to say to make me laugh ... and never ( Read more... )

so .... here i am .... single .... no waight marryed to my self... ok take that back engaged to my self.. i havent wet the date yet ..... maybe in may .... or june .... anyways i want to throw a really big party for my welf for staying single for like a month i like it its new... really new .. but it mad me realize i ahve the best of friends ever ( Read more... )