It's only been a couple months, right ( Read more... )

Alex ( Read more... )

I'm sure this is some wierd reaction to my moodswings, but now I'm all lonely. I keep thinmking about all these people I used to be so close to and wondering why I dont know them anymore. So I just emailed all of them and stuff. Just short ones, but hopefully I'll get some responses ( Read more... )

Its really fall now. All I can see out the window are the leaves falling down. There are a lot of tree by where I am, so its a lot of leaves. I really hope the first day it snows I'm off work so I can sit and drink hot cocoa instead of having to wear two layers to work ( Read more... )

Poor Livejournal is getting ignored lately ( Read more... )

This might hopefully see a lot of updating soon. Proly too much updating. I'm trying to talk Matt into posting in his blog every night, since it might help with his ability to understand his own mind. I do not understand how you can feel things, not know why you feel them, and just be sort of ok with that. But, to do it I'm gonna post too. So a ( Read more... )

If you're bored, you can do this meme ( Read more... )

I have no idea what I'm doing.

This would work. But he never actually seems interested, I guess I need to put it in an email instead. Maybe he'll give that a response.

I wish I'd done better today. I'm still below cals, but geez...I haven't worked out in forever. I miss that challange. =(

I guess I'll do more of this later.

I don't feel like myself anymore.
I feel a person who exsists in relation to Matt.

Is that normal in all relationships? Serious ones, I guess. I don't remember ever feeling like that before though, and I've had a couple of serious relationships.

I don't know what to do about it though.

In the past week, I've had four deaf/hearing impaired people in the store. I need to really crack down and start learning sign langauge, for Michael and for work ( Read more... )