and it happens
sometime around midnight
or at least that's when
you lose yourself
for a minute or two

As you stand...
under the barlights
and the band plays some song
about forgetting yourself for a while...

Today I had the biggest urge to just get in my car and go driving by myself.  I do my best thinking in my car, today while driving I've decided that I  wish I had someone I could really talk to.

School is frustrating.  It's so weird to think that in one semester I'll basically officially be  BSN, RN after my name.  It's not that I don't feel cabable, it's just strange to think about after everything ( Read more... )

Dont just stand there, say nice things to me
Ive been cheated Ive been wronged, and you
You dont know me, I cant change
I wont do anything at all

Sometimes I wish it were more possible to live in the present, than in the past ( Read more... )

A good friend recently said me , just buck up and do it.  I've pretty much been following that advice ever since.

So my friends...

Run hard.

Breathe deep.

Don't Panic.

And most of all LIVE STRONG.

Update:

+ Working lots at Women and Infants - Making crazy amounts of money. Differentials rock.
+ Training for a half marathon in October.  
-Need a new car
+ but not because it's broken, because I want a new one.  Either a new honda civic, White, 2 door, or a nissan pathfinder 2005, because i could probably only afford an 2005 now.
- no time for ( Read more... )

We all want something beautiful..man I wish I was beautiful..

Believe in me...help me believe in anything...cause I want to be someone who believes...

When everyone loves you...you can never be lonely....

Mr. Jones is such a fantastic song.

Summer is ok so far.  Work is going to be interesting and stressful, but I can deal I think.  I'm working ( Read more... )

I feel weird lately. Incredibly lonely, yet wanting to be alone. But in some ways wanting to be surrounded by people. I would love a great hug right now.

keane came on the radio today.
riding down that street.
driving by that house.
but most important being that same person i was and still am.
I push on.

Love,
Car