so this max thing is done. i'm over it. not interested anymore. i don't know what my problem with guys is. deep emotional scaring from childhood trauma? and i was talking to josh online yesterday and he was like i can't believe you are still friends with me, which i can't believe myself. we came to the lovely conclusion that we have been hooking up ( Read more... )

well i am bored here, ready to go back to gville. so i guess this little trip worked out for me. i have less than a month here. leaving on august 11, going to otown till august 14. then back to gvegas for all the exciting rush stuff and fall. man i am never going to be done with school. i miss swamp. haha. i can't wait to live in the house this ( Read more... )

yeah, i haven't written in a long time. i know. i got to a point where it wasn't that i didn't have anything to say, but i didn't really feel like having people read what i was thinking. i was very sick of florida, gainesville, everything. so i decided one day that i was going to go to my dads in new orleans for the summer. Prague fell through for ( Read more... )

so i work at napolatanos now. and i love it. it is great. quit the job at vector, which is good and bad. i was working entirely too much. and even though i could do my homework there, i didn't always get that much done. and it was such a pain in the ass. i am however going to miss that $400 a month. now it is time to vent a little. so i got josh a ( Read more... )

wow i haven't written in a while. everytime i feel like there is something i want to say i just don't really feel like writing about it. max was here this weekend. his last weekend. thursday he is going to st. louis to see his mom for two days, then to see deagan for a day, and some other friend of his for a day, then it is off to oklahoma. we ( Read more... )

wow i am really not happy. i am sick of gainesville. sick of a lot of people. ofcourse i found out some political bull shit last night. i don't understand people, it is student government politics in college. can we calm down a little bit? things with max aren't good. i can't/don't really want to deal with this anymore. i just keep thinking why am ( Read more... )

so my classes seem alright. i just got into one friday and it is only tuesday and thursday, so i don't know what that one is like yet. but it seems like everything is easy, like i thought it would be. i like my new job at napolatanos, all the boys are really cute. haha. it is fun and i am making some money. still working at vector, since i only ( Read more... )

well it is another year. i made a eat healthy work out resolution. i haven't made a resolution in years. last night was alright. went to Fridays and Gator City with O'nale and Lauren. nothing too exciting, but i hate new years, so atleast it wasn't a bad one. school starts again tuesday. start training for the new job monday, guess i should tell my ( Read more... )

so day one of the diet. and no sir i don't like it. and ofcourse i ate a peanut butter cookie. can't go one day without sweets. i guess i have to slowly get off the sweets. and slowly get on the eating less and drinking eight glasses of water a day. and running in the cold sucks big balls. my boss told me this morning that the office would be ( Read more... )

so i am not going to rome this summer anymore. i am going to prague with denise. i decided to pick up a minor in the european union and i have to either go to brussels, salzburg, or prague. prague is good since i am czechoslovakian. yes i know the country split up. and the part that my grandparents are from is now in the ukrain. but about an hour ( Read more... )