So i haven't written in a while and i think in the past few days i've gotten to the point where i need to. It has come light that i really need to get the hell out of here. More and more i have been beginning to realize that the choices i've been making, be it about friends or just about things in general, have been to keep me where I am. I've been ( Read more... )

Sometimes I miss you so much it hurts.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH!

One day you'll take the time to write back. Then i'll love you for who you are.

It was one of those nights again last night where I wanted to kill everyone. I was so close to canceling the fire... so close. I even told everyone to leave. In the end I gave in as usual. I stick to my previous statement... we just don't get along. So why do I still try?

Tonight I spent the night in the basement. Lifeless full-bodied moths sleep eternally above me. They watch over me. They are my guardians. Lifeless. Silent. All knowing but never telling. Selfishly decaying with all the truths I yearn to possess. I can't help but feel I belong here with the dust and nostalgia. Unwilling, unable to be more then my ( Read more... )

How bout that...

Leaving for the beach tomorrow morning. It occured to me thanks to my good friend Kayo that i'm not a "beach person." I guess i go for the porkroll. mmmmmm

Today I almost bought a voided check of Vincent Price's for $100. I had to be escorted away from the computer. I think E-bay has finally ripped every last piece of willpower I had from me. It's safe to say I have a problem.

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