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I've just realized this journal is full of almost 14 years of me saying I want to or I am going to move to Allston. My ultimate goal is to get out of Massachusetts, which surprisingly I've made it out to Las Vegas a couple times for a few short stints, but always ended up back here. I'm excited for the change, nonetheless. I've been in this ( Read more... )

I've been thinking about this for a while now. This, being you. Lj. Years of my thoughs compilled into one mess. As I sit here today, I finally feel my soul has aligned. Substances trapped me long after they were done being consumed. 3 years to be exact. Right before it all, I was making music with a friend. I played my first show, in front of of ( Read more... )

Chris....

I hate feeling like I go through the same cycle time and time again. Unsure of what I really feel because my judgement is clouded with what I’m used to feeling. I’m used to thinking of this person all the time, because our energy is out of this world. A connection. A flirtatious friendship with no limitations. No rules. Just a sure feeling that I’ ( Read more... )

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So finally after months of telling chuckie I was into him, we finally did something about it the other day. I broke up with Phil because I was spending a lot of time with Chuck. He ended up telling me that he was into me, came over the next day, made out with me, but backed out the next day and said we should just be friends. fuck. its not that big ( Read more... )

If you want something...and it's basically being handed to you. Do you take it? Even if someone else is gonna get hurt? Well it iiiiiiiis my birthday. I guess I can do what I want. And will.

I'm ready for ya.

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