i need a helping hand.

ok ok by now everyone knowz how bad i fugged up a month ago..but i'm learnin from it and i hope all my friends are learnin from it too ( Read more... )

a wise friend of mine once said that he found the people he loved and wanted to spend his life with too soon...

that statement couldn't be any truer for me.

i miss high school.

I live in Fort Wayne again. I have for a couple months now, duh. It's been...easy. Mostly I've felt like a piece of shit--not doing anything with my life and all. But lately I've been thinking that's all about to change...HOPEFULLY ( Read more... )

i'm trying to look at the bright side of things..
THAT'S what meggy tells me to do.
it's not as easy as it looks though.
because the bright side doesn't seem NEARLY as huge as...the dark side ( Read more... )

the whole time i've been here i've just wanted to go home ( Read more... )

i've found different reasons to dislike college...

they consist of things like:

-feeling like a piece of shit
-having no direction
-constantly eating
-missing friends (still)
-not participating in the whole "college life" thing

i gotta get some direction.
i need to figured out what i'm here for...
cuz if i don't, i'm not gonna do shit.
i just ( Read more... )

oh my god. friday is so soon. i'm freaking out. i don't remember the last time i was THIS excited about something. AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! when i see him...i don't know what i'm gonna do ( Read more... )

welp ( Read more... )

things just all of a sudden turned around ( Read more... )