Gusto ko na rin mawalan ng pakialam. Nakakapagod ang paulit ulit na hindi mo ako maintindihan at ako ang naiinis, ako ang nababadtrip, ako na ang hindi masaya. Nararamdaman ko na, napapagod na ako. Napapagod na ako sa kakaintindi sayo ( Read more... )

 Today, I grasp at straws trying to remember your smile.
I want nothing but the happy to remain.

So much for conversation.
So much for hoping.
So much for making things special.
So much for trying.

 Go fuck yourself.

I already knew what to expect. My gut feeling already told me what was going to happen the moment those words left your lips. And yet I had hoped. I had hoped that you'd stay true to your word. I had hoped that your words would turn in to actions. But alas, false hope is what you give me. Time and time again ( Read more... )

Sorry. i know you're trying. but I can't. I'm still pissed. I had already told a friend that you were coming over this afternoon so I couldn't join them, but soon after I got to read your text. i felt like I was blown-off. although i understand that you're not feeling well. It's a health issue, sure, it's unavoidable. But tomorrow, i thought it was ( Read more... )

With your absence I find myself longing for you ( Read more... )

I want to do what YOU want to do ( Read more... )

I wrap my arms around you
my phalanxes longing to embrace
every crevice of you
your nooks and your crannies
our extremities entwined.

Your weight on mine
I'm reminded of our being
you and I, us
( inhale exhale )

I think I've figured out why I had the nerve to do what I did. Basically, it's because I don't feel that I'm in a relationship with you. Our relationship exists only in our own world, it doesn't include your friends or mine. That's pretty okay. But then there's a separation. And when I'm not in "our" world, I stop being someone's girlfriend, and I ( Read more... )