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[cardiosapient]

Lately I have been having extreme manic bouts of depression, and then sudden elation. I have been lashing out at my family and getting testy with everybody around me. Of course, it's all because I feel like a caged animal in a new place. I'm freaked out, I have no friends here and I don't know where anything is. It's a pretty overwhelming

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[blackamethyst]

I miss your AIMs.

[cardiosapient]

No worries, I will get aim back soon.

[cardiosapient]

There is a shit, and then there is you, who is a shit from shit, that's right bioooooooooooooooooooootch

[mourningfell]

merlyn eats xians who come to my door ;)

[cardiosapient]

Well of course, Mormons don't taste too good, no salt.

[mourningfell]

cats do not care about salt
they still taste like annoying meats.

[gothyragdolli]

Damn it Caesy..... the last Shock Therapy wasn't the same without you. I miss you immensely and I wish i could just call you up and tell you to come over. Maybe I will save up some money and come out to Utah for a weekend or something. I'm serious! So we can hang out. A Plane ticket can't be that much is it? And watch out for those Mormons! They really are crazy! i had Mormons for friends my whole childhood.. they had 9 kids and I wasn't even allowed to see them on Sundays. It was weird.. It was like every Sunday they would stay in the house and do some sort of strange Mormon ritual......

[cardiosapient]

damn that sucks, I wish I would have been there. Yeah, you should come visit, for sure!!!!!!!!!!! I am already going to be going out to the goth clubs here, and there is a pretty damn good scene here. You need to visit me immidietely.

[sexy_sarbear]

give it a chance, give the people there a chance. I know it's hard and I'm not saying that your old friends weren't the best you may ever have, BUT, this may be an opportunity for you to meet some people you never would have had the chance to otherwise. I'm a very strong believer that everything happens for a reason and I just have this feeling that you moving there is because there is something planned for you. Just give it some time, not to say that you shouldn't go back to pa and visit your friends every once in awhile, but I still think you should give this new place more time before you dismiss it as being a big mistake. Good luck, everything will work out.

[cardiosapient]

Eh, I am more a believer in chaos, not a fate oriented person, i tend yowards science. But i appreciate your thoughts, they are well meant :)