she had a siezure at work out of the blue...she had never had one before. She had called my dad, and he works in the office right next door, and said that she felt weird, then stuttered and made a weird noice on the phone, then my dad rushed over to her office and found her shaking and her eyes were rolled up in her head. He put her on the floor ( Read more... )

It's called Towne Gate Apartments, and it's on 1450 south and West Temple. Very nice looking apartments. It has a washer and dryer in unit, a microwave, fridge, a huge living room and dining room and bedroom, and a damn find patio. It has a fitness center, pool and spa too. it's $556.00 a month plus some utilities included. It's a good area ( Read more... )

I have never realized before how dependant people really are. It seems as though nobody can stand to be alone. They "need" someone else, in order to be happy. I have noted this tendency especially in women who are single on the holidays. I have always like dto be alone, and have no need at all, to be with someone else. I can be alone the rest ( Read more... )

Some people have serious issues on myspace. I have had to block a few people recently because they went completely psycho. One today actually went psycho because I don't really laugh when I say "lol ( Read more... )

It's a case of people seeing what they want to see. Sometimes if you type the word Flench fly or something, people won't even notice that it is not french fry, they won't see the letters misplaced in it. You can't imagine how many people call me Ralph, or ask me why my music is called Ralph. It's not, people. It's RALP. There's no "H" in it at ( Read more... )

I broke up with sinyi. I just didn't feel anything for her, I dunno. maybe I don't know what love is, or whatever, but I do know that if i didn't feel excitement around her, or something, at least, I had to get out of it and begin dating a person I do feel that for. Now I just feel really guilty for causing her any sort of pain.

lately I don't know why, but all this anger has been usrging up in me, and I just feel like being nasty and mean to everyone. This rarely ever happens to me, but it does happen maybe once or twice a year where I go through this weird emotional moodwing thing. I don't know what the cause it, but I just feel like I wanna lash out at people. I feel ( Read more... )

I saw the Descent again thursday with Sinyi, and me and her had a great time. I was making her laugh all night. It was a fun time. yesterday I went over to a friend's house to watch Lost Highway with her, then we decided to go to some house party down the street. I got so fucking drunk, lol. I was insanely drunk. I don't know how much I drank ( Read more... )

I'm convinced that smoking weed causes me alot of problems, lately. Every time I smoke the fucking stuff, I have horrible mood swings and feel paranoid and depressed for like a week straight afterwords. Or maybe, it's not the weed and I am actually just close to having a mental breakdown. I feel nervous and frightened of people suddenly, and ( Read more... )

I called out two days cause I am sick of my job. I know I won't get fired for this, and I don't really care if I do, really. I'm looking for something else anyway. I am donw with the first of many songs for the movie, that I am making so Trent can have a variety to pick from. Didn't do much this weekend, but things may be working out better ( Read more... )