What is it with every other person on myspace wearing a studded belt? Every person I see practically has one of those. I would think that people would like to be a little different, but apparently they all want to be the same. Then there's all these people with hair covering one eye, and then the stupid cliche picture in the bathroom. I don't ( Read more... )

So I had the meeting with Trent Harris, he's a film maker, you may know the movie Ruben and Ed, starring crispin Glover, that he wrote and directed. Anyway, he wants me to do the theme song for the film. it appears in various parts of the film, and he was thinking of a Lords of Acid kind of sound. I thought he was pretty damn cool. He had all ( Read more... )

This girl I knew for a month or so, we talked on the phone. She said she wanted me, needed me, she wanted to take me to vegas, she wanted me to move with her to florida. But then suddenly, today, she said the whole time it was just as friends...when logically, that makes no sense. I mean, she admitted deep feelings for me, and not in the friend ( Read more... )

It was a fun party saturday. Was pretty damn drunk. Had the worst hangover. caroline wants to visit me and take me to Vegas. Kristen is cool. the end.

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I really liked this girl, and pursued her for months. The thing is, she never said no but never quite said yes. She seemed weird, which I really liked. But then later on I realized her weirdness was a cover-up for her problems. She wouldn't ever open up to me, and I tried and tried and tried to figure her out and open her up to me. I finally ( Read more... )

I always thought this would be a cool day, 6/6/06, even as a little kid. Sinyi is now undecided on whether we should continue to see each other. She's hesitant...it's pissing me off, I don't like gray area in terms of dating. If she's still undecided in a day, I'm giving up on her. There's nothing worse to me than waiting around on decisions. ( Read more... )

Me and Sinyi Broke up, because I told her I still do not know how I feel. So now she won't return my calls or talk to me at all. It's kind of sad, because she told me to be honest, and I was just being honest. I wanted to keep trying so I could see if I did feel something, but she wanted to cut it off. Oh well.

Things are progressing with sinyi. We went further than ever before, but she stopped me when I tried to undo her belt buckle...she has boundaries each time, and I actually kind of like that. and my feelings are changing, growing. But even now, I still don't know quite what they are or if they are real. I suppose only time will tell. I need to ( Read more... )

I went on a second date with her, and it was fun. She's an amazing kisser. I feel attraction toward her, and I like being around her, but now I am getting these confusing feelings. I don't know which ones are real and which ones aren't. Everyone keeps telling me not to analyze everything so much, and I guess I should just stop thinking and go ( Read more... )