just incase you haven't noticed...i'm not using this anymore, i'm using xanga and myspace

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www.myspace.com/cardoor

so you can get ahold of me on there kay? kay

Ok, well it has been like a million years since I have updated once again, I love how I used to update this like every day, now its like twice a month at the most, lol. o well. its weird though, I dont know why, but these past few weeks, I have been craving people I used to be close to. people that I haven't talked to in like forever, they randomly ( Read more... )

so, i thought that today was gonna be a good day, i was finally gonna get to hang out with chris again. then my parents were just like "ok well carly you get to babysit cause we wanna go out" so i got to babysit, but chris came over! but shhhhh. but yea, my little brother told me that he wasn't going to tell, but well, he did. but its ok, he said ( Read more... )

yay! i get jumped sometime by no other than andy newhall. i cant wait! lol. i realized shit about him last night at the concert and well, i slapped him and he slapped me back, so i punched him and i was gonna beat the shit outta him but i felt like being nice. but he got mad and told chris he was gonna have me jumped, i thought it was funny. he is ( Read more... )

the sad thing is, that this is true. when i watch the movie i totally thought this. i know its bad, but true.


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Don't you just hate it when you want someone so bad, but you know you CAN'T have them? That's how I feel right now, as much as I want him, I can't have him. He doesn't want a girlfriend right now, but... if I have to wait. I will. He is such a good guy, I don't know what it is about him, but when I talk to him, I feel so alive.I just get so happy ( Read more... )

holy crap it has been forever since i have updated. its gonna be weird reading my posts im sure cause i can't cuss..... need details let me know. but yea...... life has been rather interesting. i get put on drugs soon. that is gonna suck.....cause i'm not gonna be myself anymore......i'm gonna be.....mellow......drugs for ADHD then drugs for mood ( Read more... )

I just don't know what to do anyone. I have been feeling so lost. so confused. its seems like nothing I do is right ( Read more... )

eh boring day really, the presents were fine but whatever. who really cares. i dont like the holidays this year, too depressing. i dont like being alone. and i am. i feel really really alone. It's like im in my own world and no one knows how to find their way in. but whatever. there is nothing here to do, i'm sick of it. blah. and you know how they ( Read more... )

i wrote this a while ago. but i havent had the change to update because my computer has been weird. so it has been on my computer for a while but its all good ( Read more... )