i've been sorting through this breakup for about 3 months now. i don't really understand why things turned out the way they did. i don't understand why i sometimes feel incredibly heartbroken and other times i feel nothing. less than indifferent ( Read more... )

okay well my last entry wasn't meant to start a whole "thing" i was just so pissed. but whatever. cut me down on myspace so all our mutual friends who already know i cheated on you can read about how i cheated on you ( Read more... )

i don't know how one person can be so endlessly disappointing ( Read more... )

well i know i shouldn't post drunk but this has been an interesting months or 3. refer to a previous entry involving ron being taken away by the cops for rape and then fast forward to last night when after months of believing him that nothing happened i found out that he most likely did it and i feel dirty and angry for sticking with him even ( Read more... )

well its done. we're done.

I.am.completely.lost. This is a cry for help. I am paralyzed. I don't know who I am and there's no one I can talk to. I am having visions of running away. Completely lonely and i can barely face anyone. I am embarrassed by my behavior. leading a double life ( Read more... )

yeah so just as im about to fall asleep, a sherriff knock on the door and takes ron away in handcuffs. AND I STILL DON'T KNOW WHY. so i suppose ill be up all night aawaiting a phone call. if anyone wants to come keep me company ill give you 5 bucks.

blah. it would be really nice to wake up one day without any drama. first the monica accusing my bf of raping her thing, then my mother fell and gashed her arm open and then didn't tell anyone. ron just happened to go by her house the next day and took her to the emergency room where she had to get two sets of stitches: one set inside her arm and ( Read more... )

i will start out by saying i;m a little driunk right now. okay so whats happeneing is two weekends ago our friend glenn had a bachelor party. i wasn't invited and i went to drop ron off and morst of his guy friends asked me to stay. i stayed. it turns out the strippers never showed up. so this girl monica, who lives there felt that since there were ( Read more... )

well my dad agreed to 15000.00 which is awesome. i put the deposit down on the place on monday and we will be signing a contract in a couple days. the official day is 8-16-2008 ( Read more... )