my poor poor dog. he's a little frankenstein. about a dozen staples holding his leg together and walking like a tripod. and he has a cone around his neck. which keeps him from ripping out his staples, but he hates it. so he's confined to his crate until he gets his staples out. which isn't for about a week. and he's on limited movement for 6 weeks ( Read more... )

Dear Scorpio ( Read more... )

The Airborne Toxic Event - "Sometime Around Midnight"

And it starts, sometime around midnight.
Or at least that’s when you lose yourself
for a minute or two.
As you stand, under the bar lights.
And the band plays some song
about forgetting yourself for a while.
And the piano’s this melancholy soundtrack to her smile.And that white dress she’s ( Read more... )

"Everybody hates you. Everybody wishes that you were dead. Peter you suck. Peter you suck. Peter your music is fucking terrible. Peter you suck, Peter you suck. Peter, you don't do anything of value. Peter you suck. Go write some music. But instead you sit and write these bullshit songs. It's so self-loathing. Go see a psychiatrist. I hate the ( Read more... )

so after last night's post i had a few beers and then read my journal archive of every post i made from when i broke up with nick until derek and i crashed and burned. pretty much everything from 2004. why do i do these things to myself? i don't know. i feel like maybe if i go back over everything that led up to this moment of depression over and ( Read more... )

moments of intense loneliness followed by moments of apathy or utter peacefulness and god am i just jaded? i don't believe in anything anymore ( Read more... )

work is going well ( Read more... )

almost a year post break up. i feel so lost sometimes. i am 25 in about 2 weeks and i have accomplished so little. my life was supposed to be figured out by now. i thought.

today
was
supposed
to
be
my
wedding
day.

things are going so well. i am drama free for the most part. well my personal life is drama free. danielle's dad died a couple weeks ago...and it is so tragic...i don't have a lot to say about it because i'm exhausted by everything surrounding the whole situation of it these past few months but yeah. i feel bad for danielle... and worse because she ( Read more... )