Mike said he was going to call me yesterday, and never did. I think the only thing worse that getting to talk toh im and knowing he's not going to be back for another week, is me getting my hopes all up because he says he'll call and then he doesn't call. Why did I even believe in the first place? He never does what he says he will. And now I'm ( Read more... )

My pictures are in ten hours and like 15 minutes. lol I should so be asleep right now. Oh well. Life will go on. "Live fast, die young" Right? I'm hoping for my first tattoo by October, but we'll see how that goes. Waiting for Mike to email me. I don't think he's gonna though. I got to get to sleep soon, but I need to wait for my laundry to get ( Read more... )

Travis Barker is the best drummer in the world. Seriously, you listen to Blink 182... this man can do the craziest rolls and shit. It's madness. But anyway. Mike got one of those stupid airsoft guns. Blah. Minus ten points for his aunt. He's going to get himself hurt and I don't like having to worry. It will be one week tomorrow since he left. That ( Read more... )

The summer is drawing to an end. For me, its feels as if it has already came. Mike will come back from Seattle, we'll make our scrapbooks and then school will start. Senoir. Last year. Just a few months left.Pass or fail, fate will tell. I really have no desire to go back, if it wasn't my last year, I'm pretty sure I wouldnt. But I'm so close.. why ( Read more... )

Becca and I went swimming, just the two of us today. No one else was able to come. Then we totally freaked ourselves out and decided to leave. My stomach is all burnt... which is kinda cool 'cause that never happened before. lol. But were my navel ring lays, its still all white. haha. I have like three days to get rid or this burn so its not there ( Read more... )

The plan is to go swimming tomorrow. We're trying to get some people to come with. I'm not so sure how I'm going to take the whole thing.. being there without Mike there too. I've NEVER done that before. The only reason I go there is because of Mike. Hmmm.... I'm hoping I can handle that okay. My senoir pictures are in just a few days and I still ( Read more... )

Mike's only been gone about two days, but in my mind it feels like two million. I guess it makes me realize how much I need and love him. I'm not so sure if the whole needing him thing is good... but I do either way. I guess what makes it so speical with him is he's like the bestfriend that you fall in love with. We were friends for months before ( Read more... )

Mike left this morning. I told myself I wouldn't cry the last time I talked to him before he left. That didn't go over so well. I couldn't stop thinking about how it was the last time I was going to hear his voice for two weeks. Tears were running down my face basically from the moment he called... until well... I'll let you know when I stop ( Read more... )

Ugh. What fucking bullshit. And people wonder why I hate being alive. I cant even do a simple damn task right ( Read more... )

Mike should be getting back today.. but I have no idea when. I hope its soon though. I miss him. I'm not going to see him until September-ish because he's going to Seattle to visit family, but I still want to talk to him. He's camping right now. It's sad that if I go like..two days without talking to him I completely start to go crazy. Can you say ( Read more... )