I hate fighting with him. I don't mean to fight with him so much, and so bad. I've tried coming to him calmly. Or just not bringing it up. Like whenever he tells me he's going to go hang out with someone and I had just called to tell him I could come out, but I rarely tell him. Why? Because I want him to see his friends. I dont want to be the ( Read more... )

Are Mike and I supposed to be together? I sure hope so because I can't take any more guys. I love Mike. I've put up woith so much crap from him, just to BE with him. He's the one that makes me happy. The one that makes the day worth living for. I know he screws up a lot. Probably more than all of my other boyfriends put together. But god, the times ( Read more... )

I hate everything. I hate you, and you and you.... and not to meantion YOU. Seriously. If a bomb were to blow up everyone right now.. it would make my god damn day ( Read more... )

So yesterday was Mike's birthday. I went over there for his lan. All I can say is ewwww. There was this one kid there. They call him "Bus" The name fits, trust me. Seriously, some of these kids had to have weighed like four times as much as me. I feel kinda bad for Mike though. It didn't seem like he was having much fun. four of the people were ( Read more... )

I was laying in bed today, and there's this picture of Mike in a frame next to my bed. The frame is all metal and has hearts and the word "love" writen all over it. The picture isn't even a very good one. But I felt like shit, and I was on my bed, and I rolled over, and when I seen that picture I couldn't help but smile. Even when he's not around, ( Read more... )

I cut Mike's hair this weekend. The sad thing is, I kinda miss it now. I was always the one that didn't like it.. now part of me wants it back. lol. First we cut in into a mullet and he ran around the house. That lasted all of like two minutes before I made him let me cut the rest of it off. He looks good though. Either way is still completely cute ( Read more... )

Today is my birthday. Oh yeah, that's right.. I don't care. I'm going over to Mike's later... and for once part of me would rather just be alone and not go over there. I really don't know why ( Read more... )

I don't know what I did, I dont know whats wrong... Mike wont talk to me. He wont answer his phone. Something is wrong and he wont talk to me about it. I don't want to lose him.... but I really think thats whats happening. He said he wont talk about it infront of his friends... then he hung up..... Someone tell me what I do now....

Things with Mike are weird. He asked me to come hang out tomorrow... err.. today I guess... then I as on the phone with him and he asked Sjan and Matt to come over. I have nothing against hanging out with them don't get me wrong.... but I need, WE need some time to ourselves. To work on us without other people around. Looks like that wont happen ( Read more... )

Yesterday Mike and I got into it pretty bad. We were yelling at eachother for like an hour and a half. He said that he spends so much time at his friends because he needs to just have fun and get away from the problems of everything. He said things wouldn't fall apart if we didnt talk for a few days. I took it has he needs some time away from me. ( Read more... )