So on Monday, the entire family found out that i had a boyfriend. It was all fucking Henrys and JPs fault. They saw us together like next to BK and then they were like laughing and Henry called my brother to tell him that i was with a boy. So immediately after, my brother got all in my face about it and i guess he went and told my mom. So when i ( Read more... )

So mothers condition is getting worse and im starting to worry. Shes gonna go through kemo in a couple of weeks. It scares me most cause if she does "leave" then that means that i would have to live with father. And i dont think i can do that. Theres no possible way that i can live with just dad. My life would end and the entire family will suffer ( Read more... )

So its been a while since i last blogged, so life right now is pretty good. Ummm Saturday i went to the movies with Joey, Breana, and Chris. We watched Jackass 2. It was fucking hilarious. It was pretty cool. Then we went out to eat at Taco Bell. [mmmmmm crunchwraps] Unfortunately Breana couldnt stay for Joey's bon fire. So it was just the guys and ( Read more... )

Oh man! Chris asked me out last night. It was all sorts of freaky. I was with him all day after school til like 8 cause I didn’t have a ride home til past that time. But like, woah, that’s weird. Who would’ve thought that he would do it? I didn’t even think he could, just cause. I guess That and I were wrong after all lol ( Read more... )

So its been a while since i last updated. I guess thats due to my lack of internet access and the fact that i really dont have a lot of time anymore. Im always drenched in homework, work, and having a life. But whatever, things are a little routined right now. So im getting used to it. I like work and having a life, but school really is starting to ( Read more... )

Mother cracker. I got the worst news ever. Father is coming back home tomorrow. So much for having another 3 days without him. I was having fun too. Argh shit fuck. Now i have to prepare myself for some major bitching and shit ( Read more... )

Hmm so first week of school is over. And i think im gonna have to do things myself [as much as i dont want to, imma do it, just to have it]. Is it so bad that i want more? I dont think so. And in fact, i dont care what most people think. All i care about is being happy, and he makes me extremely happy. So thats all that matters at this moment ( Read more... )

I dropped AP Lit today. I was dissapointed in myself only cause i dropped it so i can be lazy lol. Its true, im sorry. Argh, i hate how i quit so goddam easily. Oh well i dont care. I actually like my new schedual. I actually have people to talk to for Spanish and my English classes lol. Its cool ( Read more... )

So yeah, yesterday school started and i didnt really like my classes. I dont know anybody in my first three classes. Well i know a few people, but i dont actually talk to them. So that pretty much fucked me up. But my last three classes were alright. I have decided to drop AP Lit. I dont wanna have to try this year and i know that Mr. Whyte is ( Read more... )

Mom started her nagging right when i woke up. She was like "your not gonna go to work until your room is clean." But it was already clean. She always complaining about something. Im never gonna satisfy what she needs. I mean, yeah there were DVD's on my floor, but everything else was neat. And she still bitches about that. Every little detail has ( Read more... )