So yesterday was Christmas. It was alright. It kinda sucked cause i was sick and what not. But overall, i think it was pretty good. Yeah, like every year, we went to Midnight mass. I was falling asleep the entire time. I was mad cause i didnt wanna go since i was already asleep and then they just woke me up after 40 minutes of sleep to tell me that ( Read more... )

My dad deleted my diary from the computer. Of course he didnt know that i had a diary cause i bet that if he knew, that he would like read it. But fuck! Im like so fucking mad and like sad. Everything is being lost or something. I lost my ring that Jenny gave me back in middle school. And like everything else is being lost and what not. It sucks ( Read more... )

Ok, so Chris and i talked on the phone last night and i told him everything. Idk, i think i messed up though. I mean, im not really doing anything wrong, i just feel like i am. Im weird ( Read more... )

Thats exactly how i feel at this very moment in my fucking life. Things are confusing me left and right. Its like 'wtf?'. I feel like im waiting for something to happen, but it also seems like nothings going to happen. Im tired of feeling all crappy and emo. Ive been feeling like ive been doing something bad to Chris cause ive been talking to ( Read more... )

I think im the only one that actually goes to this website. Eh, whatever. I dont really care if people read what i gots to say, but yeah. Lately i have been skipping water polo practice. I dont know why, but i just dont go. But i will start sooner or later. Anyways, im buying a laptop on Sunday so i cant wait! Im like totally excited bout that so ( Read more... )

Yeah, i havent been able to update lately because i dont have internet access anymore or anything. Well i have internet, but only for Yahoo messaging and it sucks. My dad did something to the internet so i cant visit any websites or anything. My dads being EXTREMELY gay! But whatever. Since he disowns me and what not, i can just go on with my life ( Read more... )

I was angry at my parents and everybody else in this stupid household cause it seems like everybody is against me. Well whatever, i dont like them anyways. I dont need them. So the war is now on. I am now hitching a ride with Breana in the mournings to get to school. Hopefully this will work cause if not then that means that i would have to ( Read more... )

So the past week was pretty cool. Here are the highlights of my week ( Read more... )

My family really knows how to ruin my life. Ever since they found out that i had a boyfriend, they have been on my back. I dont have anything to say to them because they never listen to me, so its pretty pointless if you ask me. Before they even found out that i had one, i had to be at home by 6. But now that they know, i have to be home by 5. ( Read more... )