ok first of all my body hurts so bad and i am in so much pain...... next thing

i am so confused...im all mixed up and might i add i hate guys if ur a guy and ur reading this i have one thing to say: YOU SUCK!!! i wish u were unconfusing!...im torn between decisions and the way that i deal with my relationships...what relationships? im not one for ( Read more... )

ok so i was tagged by jenn w/ 2 n's

"Name your six favorite songs and tag five people to pass it on."

this is hard cause i have so many

Undone: Lifehouse

Your Winter: Sister Hazel

Iris: Goo Goo Dolls

Open Arms: Journey

Live Like You Were Dyin: Tim McGrawok so i was tagged by jenn w/ 2 n's

"Name your six favorite songs and tag five people to pass it ( Read more... )

ok so today was so much fun...last night sucked becasue i got bitch out by some guys mom and it was unpleasant...yet very funny...shes psychotic n e way... but today was great...

Jenn with 2 n's, V Sizzle, and I went over to my grandmas house and tanned and swam and just chilled...and we watched our fat fly around and took bay watch pictures of ( Read more... )

ok first of all this day fucking SUCKS. needless to say:

Happy Fathers Day Dad and I Miss You and Love You very much......

ok next thing i wanted to say is that i am pretty content with the way my life is going right now. i mean i do wish that i could change a few thing...like being ungrounded...yea that day needs to come. but i think my mom is ( Read more... )

wow so bored... im grounded...STILL... im havin a dilema...should i cut my hair...or keep it long? i have no idea. eh ok... not much to update because i have been GFROUNDED... well life besides bein grounded has been decent....this one is for u V Sizzle... OH MY GAWD...WE GOT CAUGHT lol  ....o jenn with 2 n's and v sizzle i miss u guys...ife of ( Read more... )

i see my world in shades of gray.

Images of different sorts of pain are seen from my eyes

the dreams of tomorrow are held deeply in my heart

yet the tears of yesterday are what i cry

sorrow and heartache seem to be repeating in my life

one more time i scream to god

one more day give me my life

my life filled with the joy of my father

my ( Read more... )

i was thinking today....which is incredibly hazardous....but i was going through pictures and i was thinking that i would seriously give n e thing to be younger again...like really, the elementary days. when i used to live on Beacon. everything was so much simpler... u never had to worry about the insignificant things like ur hair, makeup or trying ( Read more... )

ok well dan decided that he wanted to post again.......on my journal...haha that kerazy kid!

"beads and sequence"

"Damn Penguin"

I WILL SURVIVE

First I was afraid
I was petrified
Kept thinking I could never live
without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you did me wrong
I grew strong
I learned how to get along
and so you're ( Read more... )

hello yer hot

dan

ok wow for a while i was actually naive to think everything was going pretty good... i was happy for once in a very long time... and just like before my happiness slowly dwindled away in front of me. why is it everything i want is so close yet so far away... so thats when my attitude of ......fuck it....... came about.

so today was the choir ( Read more... )