Wow! So much in the past 2 weeks! First a new car now my very own macbook! Yay! I am sooo excited! I should be trying to sleep but this is too exciting!

it's funny how friends come and go... but your true friends are always there no matter how long it's been since you last saw them or spoke to them. thank you for being my friend ( Read more... )

Wow really?

It is soooo extremely hot in my office... yet its cold enough to wear a jacket outside... I am literally sweating ( Read more... )

I once again find myself wondering why i let myself get into these situations. I know everything happens for a reason... what is the reasoning for this? I guess only time will tell. Maybe just maybe it will have a different ending. I doubt it. I do have a shred of hope. Just a shred.

Michael comes in tomorrow... he should be here around 2.... we're going to disneyland on sunday...i got a hotel room up there for 49 dollars... all other places i called the rooms were in the 100s... i used priceline... amazing lil website... so i asked michael if i would get to see him when he comes in and he tells me "i'm not sure what I'm going ( Read more... )

blah blah blah...this weekend i had a lot of fun... i met a lot of cool people... i'm going to disneyland on sunday... it should be amazing! michael and i are getting a hotel room so we'll be returning christmas eve. i'm not really sure how things are going to work out with him... long distance sucks...

i'm not sure how things are going to work out.... i'm really confused....i hate this bullshit....only a week and half until michael gets into town...

Confusion=bullshit=confusion... story of my life... I want a well paying 9-5 job with benefits. I want to move out. I want to buy a new car. I want to finish school. Hopefully by May I will have a new car and will have already moved out cuz I will have a killer new job. That is my plan. It will happen ( Read more... )

Yay! Cedar I'm glad you still look at my journal... I'm going to Monterey in July...I'm a little nervous...  I don't know... Its weird... Anyways I've been crazy sick the past 3 weeks, I'm actually starting to feel better... We should hang out soon, I miss you! I feel like I haven't had a life for the past few weeks. I've been couped up in my house ( Read more... )