i have a dorito stuck in the skin of the roof of my mouth and it hurts. i also tryed convincing t\wo girls at work that the flavor of my orbit gum was called "just brushed clean feeling" but really all along hte f\lavor was crystal mint and clearly written on the package. today sucked. i made 150 dollars and watched the bounty hunter scare a bunch ( Read more... )

I'm watching Mega Disasters on the history channel about climate changes ruining civilizations and it is 55 degrees out today in january. i'm eating ramen noodles and recovering from my 4 hours of sleep in my twin sized bed with ian and nicole. yes thats right, three of us cuddle into my bed. A little back story, ian was my homecoming date junior ( Read more... )

a maintenance man put a letter under my door and i realized my lightbulb on the ceiling was still burned out and i needed a ladder. so i go out and stop him before he leaves, he hands me an envelope containing a copy of my lease and a form to fill out if i want to renew my lease. my rent is going up 25 dollars for no appearant reason and it is ( Read more... )

today i overheard a variety of silly conversations in the cafe at carlow, franny's. the two men behind me were discussing gods will and his role in todays society over lunch while the woman next to me, sitting alone, seemed to greet an invisible person. she shouted, "hiii, how are you?" to the sadly vacant lunch partner. she was not on the phone, ( Read more... )

i'm going to hell, but not before i have at least 38 more panic attacks and a heart attack. i was riding down the street near my house, around the back towards the boulevard, and i swiped some girls car door with the side of the truck. it was dark and raining and she swung her door open. i freaked the fuck out. i go to turn around on oakland square ( Read more... )

today i recall that yesterday after i came back from rite aid and took off my hoody, i had food encrusted on my arm from working the night before without showering. today upon not showering before work due to waking up five minutes after my shift started, i find that my hair looked wonderful but my arm hair looked very unkempt and greasy as well as ( Read more... )

I feel like december didn't exist this year and that winter will never arrive. I went outside without shoes on many times this evening when venturing next door to do laundry and not once did I feel like my toes were even slightly freezing ( Read more... )

Things in my life are happening so quickly that it seems christmas break never really happened. I took the tree apart and got high with jarred, therefor I don't really remember a lot of that night. I have been drinking more consistantly lately, which doesn't aid my memory. I also spend 9+ hours a day at fuel and fuddle, which doesn't allow for a ( Read more... )

Last night I decided I really wasn't in the mood for sleep and I did the dishes, put away decorations, played with my new decor, and read more of my book. I opend it at chapter two, the part about charlie experiencing his sixteenth birthday and christmas of that year. This is great because I'm reading the book to remember being sixteen and I read ( Read more... )

after shannon excitedly told everyone she saw that we met at a party, i've spent the last three days lying to my family about my drinking habits and what i do when i'm "on my own in Oakland!" this sums it all up:


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