i was a little angry when i wrote that last entry.  i think sometimes i just get upset and need a way to vent and posting in this thing some how helps cuz i dont really have anyone to vent to. well maybe its not that i dont have people to vent to its just that i dont want to bother people with my problems. so i dont vent and i dont vent and it all ( Read more... )

i get to see Michael in 11days and at this point im pretty sure hes the only friend i have that truely gives a shit about me. i've decided that i'm done with everyone. i'm such a good friend of everone's huh? how come my phone hasnt rang with a phone call or even a text message quite some time now? you all go out and im at home doing nothing with ( Read more... )

i decided to keep up with my livejournal again so here it goes...

my life the past two months have been absolutely amazing. i met a great guy named mike and i have never been happier. sadly, he left yesterday for navy bootcamp =( i miss him already. his ex girlfriends hate me which i guess is to be expected but i'm really flattered that i'm on their ( Read more... )

i started to update the other day but that didnt work out too well. i so tired right now its terrible. i started working out on tuesday. im gonna swim every tuesday and thursday and hit the elliptical at night if i dont have work. i hope i look somewhat ok by summer. if not im not really sure what ill do ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in quite some time but the people who matter most in my life know whats going on anyways.

i  noticed tonight that my seester and i have become really close in this past year and i am so amazingly grateful for that. we used to fight a lot but recently we've been cool which i love.

so much more to write but too tired. goodnight.

Yesterday was insane. Woke up at 9 and went to class from 11-2. Started decorating for Leen's party at around 4. didnt get done until like 9. it was pretty awesome haha. i taped up streamers everywhere. between ally and i we spent about 300$ on that thing. but it was worth it cuz it made leen so happy. helena and jeff and eugene came. i think that ( Read more... )

this was pretty much an awesome weekend...although it was alot of driving. 7 hours to be pretty close to exact haha.

first, friday night i went to TCNJ (hour and a half) and got to hang out with my seester. thennnnn i got to hangout with ryan for the 3rd time in 5 years haha (long story dont ask.) and then i spent the rest of the  night with Bryan ( Read more... )

wow i havent updated in sucha long time!! nothing really exciting has happen lately. im failing my gen chem class which pretty much sucks cuz thats my major. ummm i pretty much still hate william paterson tho its getting a little better. probably cuz i keep going home.

im getting sick now which sucks cuz im the worst sick person EVER.

every so ( Read more... )

i take back my last post. fuck smiling. life is not good. life sucks. fuck school. fuck work. hell fuck getting out of bed.

SMILEEEEEEE :-D

Life is Gooooood :-D