Ive been goin through some tough times lately. Things seem to be falling apart. Friendships are fading and the relationship that I have with my parents is prety much non exsistent. This is not how I wanted things to turn out. I thought Id be better off by now but it seems like im farther away from what I wanted then ever. It seems like it never ( Read more... )

Man next week im gonna lose 10 pounds. Im cuttin my hair short once again. Im excited, I really really hate long hair

Man if feels good to move on. It took me two days to get rid of my crush on this chick. I think its the quickest Ive ever done it. Somthing horrible almost happened tonight. I almost hyperextended my knee. My knee was about an 1/2 an inch from turning inside out. It happeded during soccer when I jumped and landed on my heeland I felt my knee go in ( Read more... )

Love is something that has eluded me for many years now, and it continues to elude me.Seems like every year at about this time, a crush I have on someone fades away or crashes. This time it has faded away and I dont think im gonna get another one for a longg time. Its too bad

Life is very confusing. I dont know what it is but its just a roller coster ride. I love it though, its fun. I dont think things are going to work out with this girl. Im actually losing interest. haha yea believe it or not I am. But hell the next time I write, well type in ths journal I might be madly in love with her haha. You never know with my ( Read more... )

SO i was recently informed that I cant get my license for another 5 months because my permit expired. And that means certain doom for my relationship that I have with my parents. It has really just absouletly destroyed everything that I had planned for the rest of this year. And recently it has prevented me from getting a girlfriend. Im really ( Read more... )

Live your life. You never know when its your time to kick the bucket. You could die tommorow and you wouldnt even expect it. I know I havnt been living to the fullest.But this day reminds me on how lucky I am to be alive and have good health, and how lucky I am to be living in America. Its the five year anniversy to the worst day of my life, and Im ( Read more... )

Yep im pretty sure god hates me. No doubt about it

Shit is gonna hit the fan tommorow. Its gonna get ugly. Its never fair

Jesus life how bout we slow down just a bit.Its already september?????If the years keep getting faster and faster soon ill be an old man. This is crazy. Well anyways ive decided to ditch the plan of asking this girl out. The age was theee problem when i first met her she said she was 17 but 4 months later all of a sudden shes 14. She tricked me for ( Read more... )