Life my friends, completely changes when your about to go to college. I'm excited for the future. Things are getting better and the good times will stick this time.

The past six years of my life have turned me into a different direction in life. 7th grade was the start of the decline of happiness. The horrible times I had were never ending. After the first week of Junior High I dreamed of graduation and how awesome it would be. But I thought it was impossible. I did not think I could withstand all the ( Read more... )

My mom hit below the belt today. By far thee worst thing she could of done, she accused me of being on drugs. She actually suspected me of being on drugs. I wanted to just spit in her face when she said that. Im sick of all her bullshit she wants me to do good in school and shes the one being extremly negative, now accusing me of being on drugs ( Read more... )

Man I just dont understand it, it seems like for everyone else it just clicks, well not for me. I gave it my all this time and still came up just a little bit short What else can I do, nothing I guess. But withall that Ive been through the past couple of years I deserved, but its not my main focus anymore, im close to getting a lot of good ( Read more... )

I give up on love, for now. I guess it was just never ment for me the past couple of years. Im done wasting my time on it when it dosent give me anything back. I quit

Well no one is ever gonna read this but im askin a girl out on saturday, and my prediction is that it will be one of the best nights of my entire life =)

Life is pretty damn good right now. And the cool part is that their is room to make it even better

Its seems that things come together so easily for a lot of people, but for me I have to fight with every bit of stregnth I have to earn it. I don't have a problem with that but with the fact that in the end I always somehow lose the battle. The past couple of years I've set a lot of goals for myself, ones that arent hard to accomplish but I havnt ( Read more... )

Im starting over for about the bajillionth time and im just plain sick of it. Two of the possible worst things that could happen in my life did happen on the same day. It was the worst day of my life. Im so sick of people who are dumbfucks. I swear nothing ever goes right for me. A couple of years ago i waited for stuff to happen and it never ( Read more... )

I have had alot of bad days in my life but mark October 18 2006 the worst day of my life. two things I had, two different goals came to an end on the same day. Alot of time has been wasted, everthingthing ive had failed. Ive bounced back from alot of different shit but this, I have no idea how im going to.