Wow i never realised how much i've been changing recently. If it weren't for Chris, i wouldn't of got anywhere. It started when i went to Chris's party... normally hearing of any event with people who i've never met or people i don't think like me, i'll get scared and say no straight away. But not this time! I concidered it and decided i'd go, so i ( Read more... )

*EVANESCENCE OBSESSED*

New album out October 3rd. 'The Open Door'

Chris sent me a song from the new album but we've made a deal not to get any more of it until it actually gets released. I'm dead excited! It's so different from their old stuff but it's still good... very different. WOOOOOOOOOHOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Had a nice meal and evening ( Read more... )

Larums is in Belgium.. Miss you Larums ( Read more... )

Not really sure what to write but feel really happy and stuff and i have for a while now so it's all good. Monday i went to the cinema with my mentor and saw Pirates of the Caribbean 2... and as Lara mentioned.. loads of Miss Francis's husbands and family on there! Monnnnn ( Read more... )

Quite enjoying not being a school kid anymore. The time off can get boring sometimes but it's just nice to relax and do what i want to do without having the 'ughh school in the morning' feeling ( Read more... )

Ok we all know i wrote stupid little accusations in my tech exam? oh dear.. mum got a letter as follows ( Read more... )

Wow, finished school and exams altogether now. It feels weird knowing i'm not going back there or seeing all the people i'm used to seeing ( Read more... )

Gcse's going ok so far except well... LMAO ( Read more... )

Why do i feel so lonely? I feel like nobody wants to spend any time with me at all. Someone said theyd spend time with me after weeks of asking and then the day comes and they say they cant be bothered or theyre "busy". I knew i was a bad person, but i never knew the kindness of my heart made me hated so much. All i do is care for people, sometimes ( Read more... )