I'm still alive, Taylissa is keeping me busy of course.  She is getting so big!  I'm so thankful that she is so healthy.  Man, that girl is the light of my life.  I love her so much.  She weighs 13 pounds now so we are getting up there.  7 Months on Dec 22.  Dang time flies.  Well I need to run but I wanted to share some pictures.  Also my heart is ( Read more... )

Well here I am again.  Things here have been good.  Busy as usual.  Taylissa has been doing very well, she is an amazing baby.  The only time she cries is when she is hungry or has a burp.  Occasionally when she has dirty pants too but that is about it.  She is starting to sleep more throughout the night thank God for that!  As it is every summer, ( Read more... )

Things have been busy around here since Taylissa was born.  You'd almost think I would have lost my marbles by now but I think they are still in tact.  Just rolling around a little maybe.  Brads sister Sara came out from New York at the beginning of June to see Tayla and to help around the house.  Man if that wasn't a relief.  She has helped Brad ( Read more... )

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The song "Stupid Boy" by Keith Urban reminds me so much of my dad and what he put my mom thru in the past.  I found a video of this other guy singing it in his free time and it blew me away.  He sounds just like the original.  Man he needs to head off to American Idol or something.  Amazing...

Being a Mom rocks.  Taylissa is the light of my life.  ( Read more... )

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The baby shower my mom threw for me was yesterday and holy crap did lots of people show up! Janee' made it down from IA so I was a super happy girl. A lot of aunts I never get to see made it as well. It was great seeing them again. I had a few major things I really needed on my registry and I just happened to get them there. I thank everyone ( Read more... )

This song reminds me of you Andrew..R.I.P cuz ( Read more... )

Things have been rough for me lately. My panic attacks are getting worse. I have them nearly daily now. I hate it. I feel so out of control and weak. I just sit here and worry when the next one will hit. I have tried to pray and think to myself. I've tried the positive reinforcement and it does help temporarly. Brad tries to help distract ( Read more... )

Internet is back up and running along with cable t.v after a not so nice chat with the cable company. People need to not press the buttons of the pregnant ladies. It's just not good. Speaking of pregnant ladies. I look VERY pregnant. On Tuesday I will be 29 weeks. I went to the O.B doctor on Wed. and he gave me the thumbs up and to see me ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got news of my great uncles passing. He had a stroke and a heart attack. Talk about double whammy. This makes 3 in less than a week. I sure hope it stops soon I'm becoming pretty numb ( Read more... )