I was supposed to writre this yesterday but two posts in two days is just to much for me. Not that two in three days is much better ( Read more... )

I turned on the TV on Sunday and Van Wilder was already starting. I figured, why the hell not? I've seen it about a thousand times and it still cracks me up. I was watching one of the first scenes, where the kid is about to jump off the building and that one gets me every time. So I was laughing and all of the sudden I started to cry. I mean really ( Read more... )

He is everything ( Read more... )

I wanted change. And I wanted a lot of it. So today I went out with no plan at all and bought everything at all that I thought would help me redecorate most the rooms in my house. I did throw some theme in here and them but mostly it was just about what I liked ( Read more... )

I'm watching Eddie Izzard right now cause I downloaded it off the internet today. He is actually really fucking funny ( Read more... )

Sunday, I just showed up at Ryan's house and ordered his ass into the car. I haven't had much quality time with just him lately. Back in the Sean/Carly days, I would go over to his house if me and Sean needed a day apart from one another or if we were fighting about something. If me and Sean had been fighting he would give me the best advice he ( Read more... )

I saw Sean sitting on my porch in the wee hours of the morning, probably cause he knows I will never miss the sunrise unless I have to. (And I just said wee...hee) I wrapped my robe around myself tighter and walked out sitting next to him and bumming a cigarette and sitting with him in silence ( Read more... )

You've never rehearsed ( Read more... )

I found my soul mate. I know his name. I know where he lives, his phone number and e-mail address. I know his friends and family. I know what he loves and what he hates. I know everything about him that everyone else has no clue about. He is my living, breathing soul mate. I know he is. Everything I ever dreamed of, he is. He is the epitome of my ( Read more... )

I AM THE BIGGEST FUCKING LOSER EVER.

And a drama queen as well, obviously.

I may be going home upon my own decision so no jumping to conclusions.

Well, at least I know I bring this all on myself.