hey i haven't updated this thingyy in a longg time, so i'll start today :o). well, today is the day of the junior prom. wow was i upset today. i am in such an incredibly pessimistic mood, and i'm just tired of feeling so sad when i shouldn't be. i don't know, i'm messed up. nothing has really happened recently, i might have a bunch of people over ( Read more... )

wow, life is so confusing. people tell you one thing about someone, and that person who everybody is talking about tells you a wholeeee different story. but whatever, i'm over it. just a little confused and madd about a lot of stuff that's been goin' on. i don't know things anymore, but whatever, you know who you are, fuck you! :-D ( Read more... )

i guess today is called easter monday, but whatever i don't care, i didn't have school :-). i ate candy like alllll day cuz there wasn't anything better to do. it was so disgusting outside, but i guess spring is really here, and that's all that matters. my brothers had school, so it was just me and my mommy here home alone all day. it was kindaa ( Read more... )

yesterdayy i went shopping with haley in rowayton and westport..hehe soo much funn =) we went to like this little pizza parlor, and all these little fifth graders were coming in wearing fucking abercrombie and fitch, and uggs and they had boyfriends. and they were fighting over who they had sex with and stuff like that, and they were only like 2 ( Read more... )

nothing really happened today. i can't believe it snowed todayy..ughh i kinda wanted to go to school. anyways, i'm at haley's house with her and chiara. today was pretty weird..i'd rather not talk about it. people really don't understand what i'm trying to get at, which really pisses me off. no matter how much i try to explain it, it doesn't mean ( Read more... )

i have nothing really to say anymore, i mean i'm just confused and don't know what to think. am i just a worthless girl who doesn't deserve anybody? whenever i think someone actually feels that affectionate towards me, the situation turns around and just ruins me. maybe i should just give up..? i hate being hurt, and i hate hurting people. i'm just ( Read more... )

i'm a varsity cheerleader :-D haha i'm soooo happy you have no idea. when school ended i went outside and had courtney open my letter cuz i didn't want to, and then she said ohh sorry you didn't make it. i was ready to shoot her..and then i read it and i made it and i screamed and then ana screamed and jumped on me lol wow i love her. i am so ( Read more... )

cheerleading tryouts were today..hope i make it. i really really hope i made it ugh it's like bothering me so much, and i have to wait til the end of school tomorrow to get a letter and then read it. err so annoying. a lot of just confusing and emotional things today..don't feel like mentioning them. must've cried like at least 5 times today, i don ( Read more... )

i woke up this morning and stared at my clock for like ten minutes swearing at myself cuz i thought it was saturday and i was mad about waking up so early. haha..i'm retarded. school went by sooo slow i just want this week to end so badly. and tryouts are coming up this thursday woo hoo. yea i had cheerleading today and i got home like an hour ago ( Read more... )

oh man..fun today. let's see..yeah i went to school and got no homework so it's all good, and then i stayed after for cheerleading woot woot. haha that was fun..i'm soo happy i haven't like cheered in 4 months and i got to today. yeaa well you know we stretched and jumped (haha..ohhh noo nottt pikes!!) and then we learned these three cheers..man me ( Read more... )