On Sunday 13th @10:42 PM, my grandmonther 87 years old has past on into the darkness and reborn into the light...soon. i was sad, but iwas not sad for myself or grandma. i was sad for my mother, knowing that her mother has faded away and so will mine one day. My mother was criing and all i could do was to lend her my shoulder. i told my mother that ( Read more... )

It has been a awile since i updated ( Read more... )

I'm at my camp and how FUN it is.
Painting and laughing with my roomates.
Reading and quite time just me.
What fun it is.
Working really hard, YAY for me.
OP art is my fav. and doing it well.
Can't go with out my anime, so i took some with.
O the summer camp of my dreams.

I hate them! the most stupid things of earth. Althought i am one, i do not chose to be. But i am. it makes me so angry. just to them living.

I Feel unloved and unwanted?

Is it just me? I crave more attention OR maybe I’m being a brat or I’m jealous what my friends have and I don’t have.

I’m tried of all this hiding. my sprit is tried, my body is tried, I’M just tried! I want to say what on my mind but than what would happen? Things would change! My friends would……I don’t know what my ( Read more... )

its been awhile so here is what's been going on in short version ( Read more... )

i didn't want to say anything to my mom about was going on in my body becuase i didn't know myself. i'm tryinmg to look up my symtious on the internet but with not much luck. i'm going to have to tell my mom about this. Maybe she knows what to do. owww its painful. this is not good...i mit even have to go see a doctor. god i don't want to go see ( Read more... )

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nothing to tell in this LJ.

Bye~other LJ carly