i'm so fucking nervous for tomorrow...my boss will tell me if i will be able to continue at my job or not...granted she should have told me a long time ago because tomorrow is basically the dead line (i need to figure out my visa situations before the 1st of october...like if i'm actually going to stay in this country, and if i do what i'm going to ( Read more... )

Everything is beautiful here
It's spinning circles around my ears
I'm finally breaking free from fear
And it's fading

what a fucking gooood weekend.

some weird shit went down, but i think i handled it well/theres´s no point in pretending i didn´t like it anyway.
i love love love halloween and out of my 3 here this was by far the most legit. woo people actually wearing costumes.

now back to reality...
holding my breath til thursday.

so due to some unforeseen circumstances i am now in my third room in as many weeks...after spending about a week in my new apartment i was informed that the sister of the guy had to make an emergency trip to chile (from spain, where shes living) and had nowhere else to go. my new location is technically not nearly as awesome, but its with/closer ( Read more... )

so i´m in my new apartment...using the internet, which is way too slow, but free/included in my already relatively cheap rent, so i can´t do too much complaining. so far i love love love the place...it has everything i need without having too much space for me to fuck up. the location is not as central as i was originally looking for, but i ( Read more... )

so this yom kippur i didn´t do anything too jewish (excpet maybe feel guilty), but i did take the time to reflect in my own non-traditional way. i asked for forgiveness from the people i hurt most...even if it wasn´t successful, it wasn´t hard. i forgave those who didn´t even ask for forgiveness...not much harder. but i realized the hardest ( Read more... )

so 18th...came and went and was good times...
thursday- gringo party, dinner, and estadio nacional (getting home at 3ish)
friday- parque ohiggins and after-partyish (getting home at 8:30ish)
saturday- military parade and asado (uhhh...not getting home)
sunday- parque ohiggins (ending the day early at (8:30 pm)

keeping it vague...

so i guess the point of actually updating this thing is to actually update it ( Read more... )

so an abridged copy paste of what i wrote last night when i didn't have internet..cuz yeah...it's that relevant and i know you care ( Read more... )

in an exciting turn of events it looks like my time here may not be nearly as up as i thought. my new *mother approved* life plan includes no santa cruz until spring quarter. obbviously nothing's set in stone/i'm not exactly sure what it does include, but the possibilities are endless/santa cruz (i) can live without me (santa cruz)just one more ( Read more... )