fuuuuuuuck.

It's 4am... i have to be to work at 9....

i miss that boooy...

alot right now.

It's wierd how you can be with someone for 3 years..and then not have any problem moving on sooo fast and pretending they don't exist....yepp it hurts..

I really wish i could just not care. I wanna be a hardass right now and not care. but i do sooooo much.. and I have been ( Read more... )

I have not wrote in here in prolly like 10 years. idk,..guess no point really...mypace..lol

Basically things have nooot been good at all...

Josh broke up with me on last tuesday..yeaa... thats suucks.

I miss him sooo much. But im not gonna even deal with it because i didnt do anything wrong..soo im just gonna have fun..if he comes back (i really hope ( Read more... )

I had a really goood night..=)

went to jO's.... hung out with my looooves.

totally drunk and need to go to sleep and i hate that hwen im drunk i wanna talk to my boooy sooo bad and he wont talk to me because he is playing madden...=(=(

I totally love Brooke and i dont know what i would doo without her...=) we had alot of fun tonight..lol...freaking ( Read more... )

My new years eve..waaaas..not what I planned...it ended just the way i wanted it to tho...The boy&I together..

I just had the best conversation with my Josh. I am soooo happy!  
i love my boyfirend alot.

*****note to people who decide in the future they need to try and ruin stuff between me and Josh..JUMP OFF IT please dont waste your time...its not ( Read more... )

HAPPY NEW YEARS EVE!♥

Tonight I am definitely putting my beer goggles on, getting drunk, and being somebody..=)

Last night hung out with my friends. Watched Movies ate Arbys...gay but fun night

my boyfriend...heh...lets not talk about what an asshole he is....

well i don't have anything to say and I'm kinda in a baaad mood sooo i will go now...

peeeeace ( Read more... )

Lets talk about how unbelieveably sweeeet my betfriends♥ are...

Tonight i exchanged christmas gifts with Kayshie and Brooker

Kayshie got me the new bow wow CD with a bonus DVD with some sweet videos AND two SHOT GLASSES one says pimp and one says HO...I AM STOOOOOOLKED to use them..=)

Brooke got me a sweatshirt and tanktop from hollister ( Read more... )

Sooo breake is looove

well accept for the part when my i have noooooooooo heat or hot water because our house is gay and we have a leake...that sucks biig ones

umm.. i'm done christmas shopping...i think..lol..who knows

time with my boy has been good

havn't spent any time with my crew yet...buuut i really do think i need another drunked night with them ( Read more... )

Well, I didnt go to saturday school AGAIN! im soooo gay

My weekend was fun..

Friday spent most of the day and night with my love and then rest of the night with my girls.. i def. love the balance...=)

Saturday..worked..gaaaay then movies with my love..=)....suppose to have a girls night but i really just wanted to watch movies and sleep...which i ( Read more... )

i miss my boy.