I graduated officially yesterday. My time at Umass Dartmouth is over. I am kinda floating in between ending school and starting a full time job and an apartment. I am crashing in Boston and Needham for a couple of months. Hopefully by then end of July Steph and I will be moving into our own place either in Taunton or Bridgewater. I got some bad ( Read more... )

"I Bruise Easily"

My skin is like a map
Of where my heart has been
And I cant hide the marks
Its not a negative thing
So I let down my guard
Drop my defenses down by my clothes
I'm learning to fall
With no safety net to cushion the blow

I bruise easily
So be gentle when you handle me
Theres a mark you leave
Like a love heart carved on a tree
I bruise easily
Can' ( Read more... )

So it has almost been a month since I passed my test and bought my car. I have been driving non stop since. Way too much gas later and I am feeling more confidant in my driving and it is becoming second nature almost. In all honesty I haven't been doing so well this past week, actually I have been completely unhappy with everything and considering ( Read more... )

SOOOO IT is official people I am a licensed driver .... YAY!!!!!!!!!!

I even bought a car and registered it and insured it one day in the same day as the my drivers test, that is pure luck and blessing and maybe a curse one can only wait and see how it fairs out. The reason I passed well different trooper, no parallel parking and he chatted and made ( Read more... )

So this summer is definitely different but not winding up in the way I had originally hoped and planned. I am not going to write up everything that has happened and what has not happened. I am retaking my drivers test tomorrow and I hope no one wishes me luck. I don't want to jinx it and once I pass it and go to the DMV I will call anyone and ( Read more... )

sometimes you forget and others you don't but hopefully in between you learn to forgive

So it has been forever and a day since I updated figured now was as good a time as any. ended the semester pretty well grade wise anyway very high mark hahah Deans list thank you :>). I am a nanny it has been interesting to say the least. I moved into the new dorms May 29th and graduation was the 28th. So many people I know graduated this year so ( Read more... )

I was enlighten this week. Shadows hovering everywhere looking to invade. Reading public spaces so they may analyze what is brewing within my mind. I am so tired of all of this from stupid people I don't have time to care. Even though I am posting and mentioning it it's is only because of other things I am on this rambling. I think my heart hurts ( Read more... )

Writing has become my absolute favorite pass time besides reading a good book. (not text books they are boring) I wrote this scene yesterday for my story and it was absolutely fabulous, I don't mean to say I wrote the scene fabulously just the idea of this scene, watching it in my head, hearing the character tell a story, a silly one at that. It is ( Read more... )

Everytime it happens you tell yourself it won't hurt, you're different, your indifferent this time, not angry, just numb. But the daggers still make you bleed every time, they always draw your tears everytime.