Yea, lots has happend since my last entry. I absolutely hate beaumont now because i just have too much estrogen in my life and its becomign quite unbearable. I've been so miserable at this school-i cant even take it. Wow....lots to say ( Read more... )

Okay so i just finished emailing sean, telling him how i have feelings for him. DID i make a MISTAKE? well, im usure but i do know that i am scared and im afraid that Im losing a friend out of telling him? am i? gawd, why did i have to like him? serioulsy. I really dotn get it myself so why ask anyone else? aghhH! help! ill bbl

Just finished at myspace a little while ago. Umm okay well I hate that its Sunday and seriously, its like-i have to wake up tmrw morning and see a bunch of phony bitches. YAY!!!!! NO! Yeah so i cant wait until college. Im gona go to chicago. We are already talking about it. And believe it or not i will be driving in 6 months! yeahhh! i cant wait. ( Read more... )

Okay so i havent really been updating because ive been at school like every day all day and it SUCKS!!! i cant even miss any more days because of the play so it quite literally sucks. What is happening this weekend. I will not be seeing the love of my life because hes gay and likes some other fuck that i...aghh! yea well you know what-im screwed. ( Read more... )

k so today i woke up and went grocery shopping,then over to Jess's for breakfast. Then i went to get contacts, i really wanted glasses but thats okay so i got green contacts***ooooooo sweeet huh? yea i was so proud. Well, i really wanted to go to U.S. semi formal tonite but Amy cant go so neither can i. Its kinda upseting. SO i mean, whatev-next ( Read more... )

I just got to school and i already hate being here. All the shit people put me through is really not worth being here. Ever walk into a conversation, no one notices then someone talks about you then realizes that youre there. I really really hate being that minority of the group-whats even worse is when that group is a group OF minorities. Its ( Read more... )

Listening to Greenday...again ( Read more... )

I am listening to Good Charolotte! yeahhh! like the old stuff that rocks-if you want me to wait, i will wait for you, if you tell me to stay i will stay right through...." haha yeahhh SO i was reading my backdated entries and i realized that i really should have made some of them private! omg im like aghhh!!!! so i guess theres not much i can do ( Read more... )

Okay so today i slept until like 12...it was great! then i did nothing, IN MY PJs until like dinnertime because i had to go somewhere. I had a movie date with three different ppl today and i couldnt go because i didnt have any money and it just sucked because even if i did i would have spent like a shit load of cash-prolly like 30 bucks because im ( Read more... )

I must say that some ppl are really gay. Nevertheless, i finished a lot today. omg i want to talk to kelly z. today i really really do. I dreamt of her and i jsut really need to talk with her...dont loook into that too deeply. Well great conversations today with friends. although im sorry you couldnt get your tattoo jess. Okay...going back to hmw. ( Read more... )