In this time of considerable perplexity a great many revelations have been made. And I have come to see that what one believes and what is factual are rarely coinciding affairs ( Read more... )

This weekend was artrocious. Saturday day was good, I went to Kings Dominion with Sharon, but the rest just fucking sucked. On my way to work Friday I had to float my car across the road in front of the marina, knowing that it was going to be closed by the time I got off work. We were pretty sure that when the power flickered at work we'd fried the ( Read more... )

Hurricane season. Joy. Road was almost completely flooded in front of the Marina when I came to work. It was kind of funny, everyone was going through the middle of the street. One guy would go from one side, then someone would go from the other. I find it amusing that at this point everyone's used to it living here and they know to just take turns ( Read more... )

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Everyone keeps telling me that I need to stop waiting for him to leave and stop hiding behind that.  But I’m not hiding and no one’s getting hurt and what the fuck business is it of their’s anyway.

I have to be careful with him though.  It’s hard to remain objective sometimes, especially with one of the very few people that really listens to what ( Read more... )

There's something going on here that I don't like. Jealousy. My own. It seems that lately i've been becoming more and more jealous of things. Stupid things. People belong to me, and no one else is allowed to touch them. MINE! Then I worry. I get sad. I get upset. THEY'RE LEAVING ME TO PLAY WITH SOMEONE ELSE! Don't touch that penis! It's mine! I don ( Read more... )

I had an incredibly odd dream last night. It was now, only it was a differnt now. I was weeks away from graduating with my degree and had already found a place to life in some other city and begin my internship. He was moving across town and we were getting the place together. (Now here i'm going to say that i'm not going to tell you who 'he' is. ( Read more... )

I need it to rain. I want to listen to the thunder, and watch the lightening bounce off the water. I want to walk in the rain, and not care that i'm soaked. I want to lie in bed, hair all wet, and snuggle up with someone who doesn't care that they're all wet too. To be content just lying in the dark listening to the thunder.

I'm sad. I'm lonely. I' ( Read more... )

First of all, I want to direct your attention to my icon. See it? Good. Look at it. What does it appear that i'm doing?
I keep being told that it looks like i'm on top of someone and i've just said "I'm going to suck your cock."
Actually...that's a good idea. Next time I get nub naked I need to remember the camera.

Now, we all know i'm not 'actually ( Read more... )

Today I was sitting at the table behind my desk. Girly was using my second desk, and I didn't feel like asking her to move so that I could do what I needed to do. ("My" desk is relative. Technically the 'second' desk is the one that is "Mine". However I like to use the other one because a)you can see who's coming in the door, b)you can see who's ( Read more... )