I want to run my own web store ( Read more... )

i could cry all i wanted ( Read more... )

I wrote this a while ago its about someone who I used to be very close with ( Read more... )

When I first met you, I knew I loved you ( Read more... )

hey guys Im having a rough time right now, and yes this is a post, but shit I need to vent.

Im in the midst of a severe depression, and not a god damned friend that I have is there to help me. I am the one everyone goes to for advice, but where does mr. wonderful go when he needs a good mentor?

FUCK

guys I have now realized my calling in life. I am in LOVE with Larisa Oleynik. I have done everything short of building a shrine in her honor. My calling is to find her, marry her, and give her the happiest life one could ask for. She is my all.

and because I cannot spend my entire day, plotting suicide I have to come up with another self defense mechanism to avoid having a nervous breakdown and all the hospital time that would require. I have to come up with distractions to keep my mind off the ever present onset of my adult hood. Women are a good distraction. But there in lies the ( Read more... )

I know its an entry, I'm sorry. I lied, I'm a bad person... get over it ( Read more... )

Maybe I should quit trying to sleep ( Read more... )

After much deliberation. Ive decided I really dont want anybody reading too much into my personal life. I will no longer post on livejournal. I will still comment tho.

I will update occasionally on http://blog.myspace.com/kidnasty

thankyou, you guys have been great.