i hate my upstairs neighbors
i hate my landlady
i hate feeling like a prisoner in the home i'm paying to live in.

fuck this, i am moving out.

 Mmm.
Back in portland from being in calais for thanksgiving. it snowed a dusting on the ground, i ate a bunch of food, attended some jam sessions, and drank champagne. and now i am in portland again and the reality of school is making itself known... soo much homework/studying to do in a relatively short period of time, among other non-school ( Read more... )

 I am... how you say...good at procrastinating. I have a paper to finish writing, and another one to start, plus a full day of crap to do tomorrow (aka=no time) but here i am, chillin' on livejournal... mostly. Anyway while I"m here, I can do some sort of life update. i live in portland now if you didn't know, it's pretty chilllll, nice and sunny. ( Read more... )

I honestly am in awe every day at the sheer numbosity of certain people. i'm not even kidding, but i wish that i were. anyway, i have half a mind to pack up and move away in the wee hours of the upcoming morning, but i won't. although i've been researching rent, and it's quite affordable... hah. this is very odd. i feel crazy right now. everything ( Read more... )

I love the way a song can provoke so many keenly tucked away memories within the first five seconds... I mean, from that moment forward you're taken back to the little details, the way your friend grinned at you and you were afraid his smile would burst off his face. The way the lights look slightly altered, they're catching your eye more than you' ( Read more... )

woke up in the strangest mood, had one big anxiety dream last night so i've basically felt chronically stressed out since i fell asleep. not the best feeling. soo basically work is going to suck today, haha ( Read more... )

summer's not supposed to be about RUTS! but how quickly i get sucked into them. even when i leave one, i'm still somehow tangled in another.

i got a little bit of color today!

i made excuses to bike ride while i was visiting in portland. it was fun. i wish i were there already. i've been craving my own space. rooms. air. mmhmm that would be nice. ( Read more... )

i've been kind of shaky-stressed feeling lately, i'm overwhelmed by money concerns and buying a car and what's the smartest move to make, paying more or less, more payments or less of them, the fact that i'm working 18 hours in a 24 hour period starting at 11this evening is looming over me, and i'm just blahh. and the bills just keep piling up. the ( Read more... )

also, "i'm emo."
:p

i hate everything.