lol. i have a livejournal! i stumbled back across it as I was trying to remember where else I go on the internet, besides facebook, myspace, gmail, postsecret, and looking for apartments on craigslist. and then i came here! pretty magical, I haven't updated this thing in over a year, it's cool. so yup. trying to find a new abode. still can't get ( Read more... )

also:: why  is everybody so damn guarded? i see it everyday, we all avoid eye contact and it just looks like everyone is lost in their own heads.  i'm not an exception i have the same complex..................... come oooonnnnnn generation!!

 I have the ridiculous urge to flee to a more rad climate and environment. Like.... pretty much anywhere in europe would kick ass. or australia. or california. Okay that last one might actually be happening, but not for another year. in the meantime I still feel that maine isn't really the best place for me to be right now, i mean let's be honest i ( Read more... )

minor epiphany today ( Read more... )

oh, life ( Read more... )

i'm very confused.

my mouth gets me into trouble a lot,
but
i don't think i can keep letting things go unsaid.

maybe i just need to stop thinking so much.
which is much easier said than done.

 la la la.
sunday=no obligations, snow, (why tf is it snowing), coffee, cleaning, music the whole time. 
umm
not really much is "new" or whatever
well
my car is fixed!! good news.
lots of school all the time.
a new job.
fun friends.
wine.

almost time for school break. mostly really excited to see lexi lu.

new mexico in spring time.

tired of snow
craving ( Read more... )

Daily Horoscope Overview

The Sun in humanistic Aquarius makes its annual conjunction with Chiron the Wounded Healer, forcing us to face our limitations. We may aspire toward godliness, but can only go so far in our quest for the divine. Remembering old hurts and pains can be therapeutic, but nursing them can be debilitating. The Moon's entry into ( Read more... )

It's weird how totally different two people from the exact same gene pool can be. Take Alexandra and I for instance. From just what she writes, how she talks, what her life is about, she just seems so normal compared to me. and not normal like, boring normal, i mean normal doesn't really exist, but bear with me in my casual use of the word. she is ( Read more... )

 
Pisces Horoscope
 (Feb 19 - Mar 20)
Today can offer you some respite and even the opportunity to withdraw a bit from too many social interactions. Quiet time can serve you well as you recharge your batteries. Even if you are at work or in school, you still can make time for yourself. Get out in nature to combine the peace and beauty that appeals to ( Read more... )