which is better: knowing or not knowing? depends on the situation right? You know Ive never been a snoop...well to the extent at which its totally harmless. But in the past two days ive snooped onto his facebook and i found a message between him and his ex. It was harmless, just wishing each other well..but at the same time, I get a terrible ( Read more... )

WARNING: The following entry is enclosed with personal thoughts and opionions that are heavily influenced by intense emotion recently experienced by the writer. Be advised that vulgar language has been utilized. Side effects may include confusion and bewilderment. Your own discrestion is advised ( Read more... )

Well. This past week has been a rollercoaster! 2 days ago, Aaron broke up with me. 24 hours later, he calls and wants me back. Good ahead and laugh..i kinda did. I didnt think hed come to his senses so soon, but im glad he did. SO today we are celebrating 15 months. And we're gonna take each day at a time, learning and building back up to what we ( Read more... )

Its been 2 days since Ive last updated..yet it feels like its been weeks. Im hurting. This is taking longer than it should. I still want to keep hope, but is there really any point in doing so? If he loved me, would it really take him this long to realize it? Did he really get that far off the track from me? I never imagined this happening to me, ( Read more... )

Its amazing how life can change for the worst in an instant, and without warning. A few days ago I was the happiest girl alive. Now, Im just a girl who fears that she is about to lose the greatest thing that has ever happened to her. Most people think we're too young to know what love is. What they dont know is that we are at the perfect age to ( Read more... )

WOW! Last time I was on this thing was last year. weird. Well Im sure you may be expecting to get a lot from me..but really, I can only give you so little.And ofcourse it wont have any structure to it, so im just goin to ramble about the things that happen to cross my mind as I write ( Read more... )

Wow um long ass time since ive last written in this thing. But i need to spill ( Read more... )

So the day we have dreaded has finally arrived. Our senior year begins tomorrow, Im excited yet not. I cant afford to fall behind or let insignificant things distract me this year..but its bound to happen at least at some point. haha, i wonder how many ppl ill see tomorrow night at Home Depot lol. But best wishes to everyone on their first day of ( Read more... )

So, summer is coming to a close all too soon..Im excited yet scared as hell. I have no idea where I wanna go or what exactly I wanna do after highschool. I haven tlooke dat any schools and Im constantly worried about whether or not Im going to get atleast one scholarship. I have no idea what to expect this year.. but thats the fun in it all right? ( Read more... )

So yesterday was my senior pics and i believe they went really well...course I hope Im not makin my hopes too high cuz I really dont wanna be disappointed. But they called today and said theyre were ready for viewing so ill prolly b goin in monday to check them out..ill def be posting them on myspace so make sure u check em out ( Read more... )