Hey again ( Read more... )

I have not written anything in a long time. Well, how am I? I think i'm better. Not many things have changed thou. I am still single, I still see my ex bf occasionally. Though I got a new job and I finished night school and co-op. Those are two good things. I have been around, doing the usual shit. Bieng a bad ass lately thou and smoking a lot of ( Read more... )

Lately I've been wa too lazy to update my journal. Well, here I am. It's almost my birthday and xmas too. None of which are my favourite seasons. I hate xmas, I always have, I don't really know why. Here In canada, my hatred only got worse ( Read more... )

I say it now, and I'll say it one more time. It doesn't matter how much we want it, things change, we change. Sometimes in a good way sometimes in a bad way. Sometimes you think that friends will last forever, or that love will last forever. However, this is not true. Just look at the divorce rate in Canada. Scary. Today, it's the case of my ( Read more... )

Every morinig that I wake up, I can't help it. I feel alone. It might sound stupid of me, but I can't help it. You know what, let's just blame it on the season, xmas! It has been two xmas eves that I spent with the one person I love. The one who broke my heart, the one who made me hate him and love him at the same time. I never thought this could ( Read more... )

Again, I'm in a shitty mood. Im pissed at my mom for taking me as the invisible one. I live in this house too, I should be asked about my opinion too. Oh well ( Read more... )

Well, today I have to work on a huge board for Career Fair. I am a co-op student at a law office, and now we have to present the work we do. I am very tired, even though I slep like a baby yesterday! I have to get dessed up tomorrow, jus to look good...Uhm, Uhmm Good! Well, I am not mad anyomre, I am just dissapointed and sad at myself for not ( Read more... )

Yo man! It was a crazy day today. My ex came over my house, and we made out like crazy "Sex with clothes on" kind of thing. Howeverm he's an asswhole and i HATE him, he pissed me off 2day after school, cuz he was flirting with this little slut! So I came home and got high as hell! I wish I could do this everyday!

Seriously! what the hell is wrong with my mom! Im soooo sick of this shit! What am I painted on the wall?!Now my mom is gonna rent my room! wWHAT THE FUCK IS THAT, WHERE'S MY PRIVACY! And she didn't even ask me before doing it! What the hell is wrong with her! I actually count, now I'm not gonna have a room! I haven't benn this pissed with her or ( Read more... )

Hey, have you had those days when You don't know who you really are? or What you really want? or even What you should do? Well, today's the night for me. I feel that I'm not myself tonight, I can't find an answer for what I want in my current life. I actually get this a lot, but my little secret is that I put these thoughts at the back of my head, ( Read more... )