I am the happiest i have ever been in my entire life with zak by my side. i absolutely love our new apt. it feels homey. i find i am less afraid of things now that zak and i live together under the same roof. its the best feeling waking up in the morning with a smile on my face. like that song says " HOME IS WHENEVER I'M WITH YOU" it's so true. it ( Read more... )

Field of Blossoms
Yellow as a bruise
Covers the earth in an endless canopy
Everything is gleaming under the sun
Luminous,a thousand fluorescent lightbulbs
Lighting up the giant turf
Inhale the aroma,the fragrance of a lawn full of sweet solitude.
Exhale the tension
Take in the beauty of the momentary lapse in time.
Time has no meaning. Here to be wasted/
To ( Read more... )

 I’m Here Again
Inside You
It’s So Good Staying Here
But I Stay A Short While
I Float Around In Underwater Hibernation
In A Hotel Connected To The Electricity Board And Nourishing
Tyoowoohoo
But The Wait Makes Me Uneasy – I Kick The Fragility Away
And Shout – I Have To Go - Help
Tyoowoohoo
I Explode Out And The Peace Is Gone
Bathed ( Read more... )

Sometimes i just need to keep my mouth shut, and not say stupid petty things that get people mad at me. :/

last night i made Zak dinner at my house, and he told me my house looks nice and that dinner was good, little kind words like that really puts a smile on my face and makes me feel good. :)

I am so glad that i have him in my life, god knows i am ( Read more... )

 Sometimes my insecurities get the best of me, i hate when it happens. 
knowing that he loves me and thinks that i am beautiful, makes everything perfect.
i get nervous sometimes when she's around, i feel uncomfortable, uneasy, but i know that i don't have a thing to worry about. 
Sometimes i just have to remind myself that YOU chose ME.. and what a ( Read more... )

this weekend was a lot of fun, i love spending all day and night with my love. we went and he got a few tattoo's ,went to mellow mushroom for the first time, it was really yummy. last night we met up with yvonne,justin and andy for a few drinks at the brew garden. that was a really good time :)

today we are going to go do something fun!! today is so ( Read more... )

 You're the one who's hands i hold ,
 the one i miss when you're at work.
 You're the one that excites me like no other.
  the warmth of your hug,the tenderness of your kiss
  the smile on my face, knowing that i'm yours.
  I can't express enough,how much you mean to me.
  The truth is ,that i love you UNCONDITIONALLY!
  Everything about you,from your ( Read more... )

Ever have those days where everything seems to not be going right, and everything makes you frustrated or upset?
Yep having one of those days today, and i am not enjoying it at all. woke up went to work and it was all down hill from that point forward. All i want to do is just drink the night away with my love by my side. Whenever i am feeling blue, ( Read more... )

  Last night was fun, we went to dinner at tgi friday's ate some delishious fried greenbeans and other delights. 
  then went over to alex's sisters house played some drinking card games and walked back over to zak's parents house.
  I sometimes,just sit back in silence, and think to myself, WOW , i really am lucky to have such a wonderful man that ( Read more... )

 Today, i wake up kiss my love, and off i come to school. i park,walk to go get coffee downtown,since this morning was a bit of a hangover,nothing bad though. As i am walking to get a cup of joe, i notice that the side of the road is covered in a bed of newly planted flowers,and as i stroll farther i notice that there is also a new row of trees! ( Read more... )