life has been pretty good lately. the gap isnt too bad of a job. ive basically just been chillin with anthony jmar perry lister scott joel and max. everyone else is kinda gay lately. i got to spend a good amount of time with Juliette on friday while i was getting my tattoo. i fucking love her shes so beautiful. life is pretty straight besides the ( Read more... )

i feel so wonderful rightnow thati just feel the need to share with the world how awesome i feel. life is ill. but i think i need to get to bed <3

i just wrote a whole entry and it got deleted so i really dont feel like writing it all again. so um i got a new apartment in hyannis and i started at the gap today. my apartment is ill. ive been chillin with wes emily gigi pinhead anthony and my pals. we went to alexs today and taylor walling was there hahaa. basically i just love fall and i love ( Read more... )

pegasus is cool. im home for good by october 1st. i have an interview at friendlys tomorrow, i have to set up my iop and call apartments tomorrow too. and im meeting ed for lunch. i really miss my friends, especially emily anthony joel gigi and max. i re read our blog from our road trip on gigis myspace which made me so sad to think those days are ( Read more... )

i think that most people take for granted what they have. they moan and bitch but they are all the same. you think you get fucked over but stop and think, who have you fucked over? because obviously everyone is guilty of this. if you or someone you love is not dying then what is the issue? yeah life is hard but thats how you learn and grow. ( Read more... )

i honestly thought this day would never come but i am so happy it did. this is all i have wanted for so long. well 2 years. but its felt like a lifetime. im so happy now. i have so many things to be happy about right now its amazing. all i need is a job and i will be set. im looking extremely hard so probably soon.

i moved back to the mills which i am very happy about. i broke up with ed which is whatever. im not distraught so its all good. ive been talking to this one guy whos really sweet but i dont know. im sort of confused right now so i think maybe ill just cool it for awhile. doubtful but whatever. very interesting times lately. everythings pretty damn ( Read more... )

im sitting home alone with no money and no food. all because i was trying to be a good friend to donna. now im hungry as fuck and lonely and really just pissed off. you think you need cheering up? try hearing your best friend and the other person you care the most about hate you? so imagine being betrayed, lonely, hungry, sad, angry, at the same ( Read more... )

ive been feeling pretty on top of my shit lately. its nice. i always hate getting in those slumps but then when i snap out of it and come back it feels great. like a victory for myself and no one else gets any benefit which makes me happy. so aside from the fact that im awesome ive just been hanging out with sean and with the gang at joels. jmar ( Read more... )

Today I got a card from my grandmother explaining how proud she is of me with a check for $200. I think my family is amazed that I'm not doing heroin. None of them thought I would get my shit together. Its nice that they realize now that I am capable of being a decent person. I don't blame them tho because I didn't think I could change either and ( Read more... )