so the really really really bad depression is coming back.... like when i don't leave my house for a month bad.... for the past almost monrth now everything and i mean almost everything keeps getting worse and worse. i fight like crazy to not shut down and when i think it's getting a lil better something else hits me in the damn face. I've been ( Read more... )

this is gonna sound absolutely insane but i went to The Killers concert last nite with my mom. it was her bday present, well part of it for her 50th on nov. 10th. general admission floor tickets... SEVEN feet from the stage and right in the middle. AMAZING concert... sooooo much fun. my mom LOVED it, she loves The Killers. We were standing on the ( Read more... )

Lets see.... I think I'll actually write something in this ( Read more... )

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You Are Blitzen
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i think i just realized that i don't use this anymore or care about this anymore...... i used to be addicted to my lj and now i could care less with all my attention being on myspace and facebook.... so upsetting...

that is all
<3 Carol

Your Eyes Should Be Green
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so i'm back in jersey.... i've been here since like midnite sunday and yeah.... not so sure how i'm feelin it yet. I miss philly of course and the deb and my girls.... i could really use some french onion soup but thats not gonna happen anytime soon. i just had to look to see what day of the week it is cause yeah, i'm that out of it. it's been four ( Read more... )

so after the wonderfuly car accident I got in a week ago I found a lump in my neck about 4 days ago. I go to the drs today and they tell me that it's an inflamed lymph node and if it doesn't go away in a week it has to come out right away.... what the hell is going on with me? oh and i get to go to a neurologist cause I still have lil dizzy spells ( Read more... )